Chewing gum or drinking alcohol prior to SN?

[lionetta12]

Things are pretty unbearable and I'm tierd of being constantly hurt and broken by other people who enter, leave, enter, leave my life over and over because they can't make up their minds and they are abusive.

If SN didn't require all this planning, I would have chugged the 2 glasses now in a heart beat. I haven't eaten in 9 hours and nor have I consumed any water. But I'm not able to do it since I want to take the SN at 02 in the morning, it's now 03. I've also realised that I don't really want to do it in my apartment to avoid being found, so I have to wait to get a hotel and for next oppurtunity.

The only thing I've chewed in the past 9 hours is gum. When the time arises again, would it be fine to take SN after 8 hours fast despite having chewed some gum? And is there really no way to drink a little wine prior to the SN like just minutes prior or vodka? I don't want to risk failing but I feel like it would be easier to do if I could chew gum and enjoy some wine prior to give extra courage.

Sorry for a long post, I'm just very distressed and filled with a lot of pain right now, I don't really know what to do. Can't stop crying.

 

[Shiny]

I'm no medical professional, but I couldn't see any issues with chewing gum (probably should pick a sugar-free kind though), since you aren't intaking anything that would upset your stomach or interfere with the SN. I personally planned on having some gum next to me just in case it leaves a bad taste in my mouth or something to take my mind off what would be soon to follow.

As for alcohol, in terms of succeeding, I don't think I would recommend taking alcohol. Speaking strictly in terms of your physical state, alcohol is already a type of poison that your body recognizes and wants to rid itself of. Your body will also view SN as another type of poison, and it will probably be even more keen to try and purge it from your system. I think that drinking wine or vodka will make you more likely to vomit than normal, since it seems likely that adding an extra type of poison into your system will make your body especially upset.

Having said that though, I do recognize that for a lot of people alcohol can have a calming effect. So, if you really think it might help calm your nerves, then maybe a sip or two wouldn't hurt. It's kind of hard to answer, because strictly speaking on the physical aspect my answer would be that you shouldn't drink anything if you want to maximize your chances of CTB. But we are all emotional beings no matter how hard we try to think logically, so ultimately I think you would know best what would be best for you.

I'm sorry to hear that you're having an especially difficult time at the moment. I hope that either way you can find the peace you deserve.

 

[CTB Dream]

Sorry crying make life human sbuse suffering

gum not know but ultimate everything chemicals, goal keep sn intact not make chemical reactions. If gym type maybe ok, alcohol other hand depend lcohol working similarly method cns depress, some method work alcohol some method not think all chemistry knowledge need also bio how body deal

 

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I wouldn't recommend the alcohol but if you do just make sure you drink that second cup of SN when you vomit the first.