Swallowing nicotine gum is fun for me

[GWAI]

I'm not planning on ctb from swallowing nicotine gum


It's hard to describe it
It's like i chew nicotine gum until it gets to mush in my mouth then I swallow it

I'm not swallowing nicotine gum to catch the bus

It just makes me feel full and I hate eating

I have a job interview on September 8th

I am dealing with a debt and other problems
I guess living is hell
I obviously don't enjoy my life
To me it feels like
Like when I was a kid I thought I would grow up to do many beautiful things but this world just feels like suffering and waging and that's it

I used to love anime but anime feels like just cartoons

Like non of this shit matters

I'm just waiting to die

I'm going to go back to applying to jobs

I'm annoyed I would have had a job if the last company which I did the full fucking trainings for didn't ghost me out of a shift
I was on-boarded without being given a single shift just fucking lol

I had a goal of applying to 100 of these shitty wage slave jobs then make ads because I make ai ads promoting products on social media that's kinda the thing I've been doing for a while now

"It seems like this is the end. The end of this fight." - what Sasuke told to Naruto at their final valley fight in part one.
I'm going back to applying to jobs

I literally have no family or friends so I'm telling you guys this I guess
The suicide hotline is a fucking joke
So I wouldn't want to waste time talking to them
Applying to wagecuck jobs talking to ChatGPT rn

 

[GWAI]

I'm at 23
I won't eat until I'm at 100
I'll take another nicotine

It's not good to do it but not eating food while on nicotine makes me feel high

 

[GWAI]

I did 38
I didn't eat anything
I'm annoyed I didn't do more
I'm going to take another nicotine gum
I did 50
I'm hallucinating a bit and not able to detect things
I'm not allowed to eat food until I'm done
My Jaw hurts from chewing the nicotine all day
I'll continue

 

[GWAI]

I know I'm cringe but still

The nicotine is hurting my jaw
I'm at 61

No food allowed

I'm going to take the nicotine out of my mouth

I'll put 1 new nicotine

I want to apply to 100 because I said I'll do 100
Then I want to make ads after

It's because I was doing Ecom but

SparkleCharm was the thing I was building


But I need a job

I'll take nicotine and continue




My life is literally shit
I don't care if I live or die

The guy Josep is cool as fuck
I wish I could be like thae


I'm goin to take another nicotine an apply to more jobs

Fuck food

I don't want to fucking eat

I don't care if I live or die !!!
I'm at 70

Nicotine on no food is Bo hurting my blood vessels

My feet feel cold

It's a great feeling when I feel it in my neck



I need to keep going
I'm at 80


I'm only allowed to eat when I finish
Kek the nicotine fell out of my mouth
Listening to oshi no ko op 1

Jm
Going to drink water
81
Then finish

Im
Shutting down
I
Will
Contour nur

Continue

 

[GWAI]

This shit is peak
I'm at 92

I'll finish it

I'm at 95

I literally can't feel my fucking legs

Nicotine

And didn't eat al day

Fuck
I finished the task.

I applied to 100 jobs.