Balancing on the tip of a pin.

[lucyanne]

I'm not entirely sure why I am posting this, in fact I didn't even know this site existed until some bbc article.

I don't want to bore people with sad stories or trauma dump.
From the outside I seem mostly happy, married and settled.

The truth though is no matter where I am in life, not being here has never been far from my mind since my early teens and I'm now approaching 50.

I feel like I've given everything I have got and more and I'm just so tired of fighting, living in constant pain and as a very visible minority and target.

 

[Darkover]

true freedom include the right to leave Everyone has the right to leave any time

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also find it painful to exist. But anyway I wish you the best.