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[mirko]

The only thing you need is our goodbye and love .

I read your last thread, hope this time you find peace

 

[Nymph]

Are you leaving? I'll miss you sm:(

 

[Endeavour]

Not wanting to sound insensitive or anything, but will you be relaying what it's like after taking it?

Totally understand if not, I don't think I will be able to.

Hope it goes fast and painless.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I will see, maybe
My plan

4 X Phenergan 1,5 hours before
3 X migraleve 1 hour before
4 X Rennie's 30 mins before

Tested and golden syrup baby.

 

[Thanatonaut]

I will see, maybe
My plan

4 X Phenergan 1,5 hours before
3 X migraleve 1 hour before
4 X Rennie's 30 mins before

Tested and golden syrup baby.

Do you have a time set?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Will update that.

 

[Thanatonaut]

I want to be here to see you off. In case I'm not, safe travels on the bus, Gromit!

 

[SweetTangerine]

i wish you nothing but peace and smooth sailing. it was fun having you around gromit!

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Well whatdoyaknow... you got your SN afterall!

 

[justsad&done]

Best wishes that all finally goes smoothly and you find your well-deserved peace and everlasting comfort.

 

[Wakawaka]

hope you let us say goodbye

otherwise have a safe trip gromit

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Godspeed Gromit! Perhaps as you go to the other side, you'll find Wallace eating the moon made of cheese!

 

[profoundexperience]

@Gromit-CTB, may I please wholeheartedly offer you this Buddhist prayer of lovingkindness now -- for this very moment -- and for whatever may come...

May you be free of suffering, @Gromit-CTB.
May you have mental happiness, @Gromit-CTB.
May you have physical happiness, @Gromit-CTB.
May you have ease of well being, @Gromit-CTB.

 

[Endeavour]

So it wasn't ruined in the post then? What made you think it might be? Catastrophic thinking or something else?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

So it wasn't ruined in the post then? What made you think it might be? Catastrophic thinking or something else?

Just a concern on wrapping

 

[Endeavour]

Just a concern on wrapping

All okay though? If you've tested it it must be. Also (sorry Gromit) what test did you use?

I've seen 2, blood or aquarium strips. Which do yu recommend?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I did blood wouldn't say what's best but that was my option.

 

[Gnip]

Peace

 

[yive]

RIP.
i hope you found what you were looking for...

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

Oh Gromit, I know you have been suffering so badly, for so many years. I always enjoyed hearing what you had to say here, it was a pleasure getting to talk to you even if it was for a brief period of time. I hope you are still with us but I know that you have made your decision and I can only wish that you find peace, you deserve to feel comfort and relief.

 

[yive]

I hope you are still with us

Gromit is gone :(

 

[Meditation guide]

Gromit is gone :(

wHEN? How do you know?

 

[yive]

wHEN? How do you know?

@darksideofthebright's post on his profile

 

[Ghost2211]

Sad to see him go, but also happy for him. He's wanted this for a long time, and went through a lot to try to gain it. It's good to see he was able to find peace in the way he desired.

 

[Deleted member 20852]

Rest in peace Gromit. Hope you're in a better place now.

 

[Endeavour]

Very sad.

Shouldn't his account be locked in case he didn't reset his phone?

Was he keeping people updated then?

 

[darksideofthebright]

I would have updated yesterday, but I was just not in the right headspace to be here on SS as Gromit's death has been having an impact on me (and I believe some/many others as well). However, here's what I had from the correspondences with him via texts.

Before taking SN at 12:12am (all timestamps listed are in UK timezone), he told me he wasn't talking to anyone apart from me and another SS member. Prior to taking it, he followed his stated regimen and felt really calm and at ease with everything.

Gromit mixed the SN at around 11:50pm, had the first taste at 12:12am saying that it was salty and he continued to update with short texts fairly often until 12:22am. During this time, he mentioned restlessness, slightly racing pulse, salty burps, sleepiness, and warmth. The last text that made sense was at 12:27am and the final text message I got from him was 12:36am.

I tried to get in touch a few more times but he wasn't responding, and I think he's gone by then. Gromit has been really desperate to leave this cold cruel world and hearing his stories really broke my heart. As OP is no longer here, I hope the mod can cross his name out in the next 24-48 hours. I hope he's found the peace he so deserved.

 

[Endeavour]

So he was texting rather than PMing? I guess he must have deleted SS from his phone then?

And it took 24 mins?

He seemed like a great guy, I'm curious because I also plan to do SN, I need to calm my nerves to actually take it, I've had one failed attempt already where I just couldn't drink it.

Oh yeah and thanks darkside - I'm sure that was traumatic for you.

 

[Sensei]

Gromit-CTB, I didn't know you, but I read many of your posts. I can tell that you were a good man and I'm sorry that you had to suffer so. From one stranger to another, sleep well.

 

[Pookie]

I would have updated yesterday, but I was just not in the right headspace to be here on SS as Gromit's death has been having an impact on me (and I believe some/many others as well). However, here's what I had from the correspondences with him via texts.

Before taking SN at 12:12am (all timestamps listed are in UK timezone), he told me he wasn't talking to anyone apart from me and another SS member. Prior to taking it, he followed his stated regimen and felt really calm and at ease with everything.

Gromit mixed the SN at around 11:50pm, had the first taste at 12:12am saying that it was salty and he continued to update with short texts fairly often until 12:22am. During this time, he mentioned restlessness, slightly racing pulse, salty burps, sleepiness, and warmth. The last text that made sense was at 12:27am and the final text message I got from him was 12:36am.

I tried to get in touch a few more times but he wasn't responding, and I think he's gone by then. Gromit has been really desperate to leave this cold cruel world and hearing his stories really broke my heart. As OP is no longer here, I hope the mod can cross his name out in the next 24-48 hours. I hope he's found the peace he so deserved.

I'm glad he had you to be there for him in his last moments. What did his last text say, as in the last one that made sense? I hope it was over quickly for him and that he didn't suffer.