My "best friend" of 15 years finally stopped ghosting me today and sent me this long novel about how I need to pick people i date better and help myself and that I'm exhausting to be around and she doesn't have any more to give, she hasn't been there for me in 3 years, mind you, her dude she knew from the bar for 4 months and moved in with him 30 plus years older than her and they fight constantly. But I'm exhausting on the rare occasions that I fucking need someone and she's to be my best friend. I made a bad choice at the bar last night and I'm regretting it today. Sure as fuck won't try to tell her about it. I'm just a bother. Always there when she or anyone else needs me. Would just be nice to have someone irl that's not a complete shit head. Sorry if I can't swear on here. I just woke up to this novel text and my mind isn't memebering the rules rn. Rant over. She better not call me when he throws her out again...because I don't have any energy to give her.