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I am not from the U.K. I feel worthless, ugly, fat, just not good enough for anyone. Threw myself into work today, still here even with the sun setting. No one I've reached out to other than here has even bothered to respond. So I guess I go back to the way I was and just stay to myself and I've started just not replying to the 2 msgs I did get due to it just saying don't do this, stop drinking etc. Again them not even bothering. But I'm always there for everyone else. Sorry if reply is short and all over the place. Just exhausted in every way at this point and have barely eaten in the last week. I don't want food. I want to make myself so gorgeous that he sees what he lost and will never have back.
Fuck that bitch. Sounds like she's one of those people who has decided "toxic" means anybody who inconveniences her. Walk away and don't look back.
I deleted her number, I guess 15 years didn't mean anything to her. Everyone is just walking out of my life, and I just don't care. She's another I caught in lies. If you gunna tell me you're canceling again because you're sick, don't post pictures online and tell me in the past you forgot i was on there. She did say she had her own shit going on. I think I'm gunna.
She sounds like my own ex-friend of 14 years. She sent me long, rambling criticism where she turned my request for polite response times as an attack on her. I was tired of her sporadic ghosting and simply asked that, if she needed some time to herself, to let me know. I'm almost happy it went down this way because anger is better than sadness.
That was her. All my fault after almost 3 years of being ghosted, lied to, etc. Telling me to live my life better etc, but i didn't move into a place with some dude from a bar i knew for 4 months and fight all the time. Yes. I make bad choices. And i regret them. Been doing them more since I'm at the bar yet again. Almost 2 weeks here. But i don't jump over people that do. I try to understand which she simply just won't do. If I'm so tiring and you have nothing left to "give" don't try and call me when your man throws you out again. I think it's better this way too.
Thank you. This means a lot since everyone in the last 2 weeks have kinda poofed...but it's been a long time coming with these people and I'm not surprised at all. Just wish i could go a day without drinking and doing dumb shit afterwards. Thank you. Someone sent me a PM the other day and I didn't see it in my alerts till much later. Then they got angry i guess. Sorry if it takes me awhile I'm still trying to figure out how to use this site. It does mean a lot. I've been very lonely and numb lately for the most part and am not even trying to talk to who's left irl cause ik the outcome.
