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Fcancer

Fcancer

Student
Sep 24, 2018
184
i still dont understand why n is so expensive and barely accesable...just 2-3 people on the whole world where you can buy it from
I would suggest theres many places in the world you could obtain it in person knowing the right people/places like thailand etc.

Theres not enough demand for the likes of gangs to want to get involved with it, people buy once then they're done. It's not like A class drugs where there is constant supply/demand for repeat business.
 
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Goldie

Specialist
Sep 6, 2018
307
I already have n from A. I just tasted 2 drops on the back of my throat. I don't think I can drink 2 bottles. It is very very bitter. I was almost throwing up (only 2 drops! I can't imagine of 2bottles). I manage to eat 70% dark chocolate in time to get rid of bitter taste. I will try again half tea spoon with lidocaine spray later tonight.

That's why I'm thinking about buying from new supplier because the liquid to drink is a lot less. From his email, any country other than Eu will take about 20 days. But, we don't know how reliable he is. And, I still waiting for his reply asking if he can ship to japan. It just really hard to die and my situation a little complicated.
I asked A about the bitter taste and he said you could mix it with orange juice. Half and half, not more than this or you risk it not working.
 
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Essie

Student
Oct 20, 2018
100
Chiming in from the US re: customs. (I am NOT ordering or considering ordering N). I do order cigarettes from out of country, and for the last decade, it had been pretty much fine with customs (and they would reship me if anything went wrong). However, in the last 3ish years, it has been an utter nightmare. Pretty much not one of dozens and dozens of orders got through. This is the same case for my other family members who also order cigs online from out of the US. Customs has sent me letters. They have seized all shipments. I am still trying b/c the sites claim they are working on the issue, so I will see if they have improved it.

I think what is happening is that customs knows what the packages look like and just takes them all. The same could be the case for N if it is a common thing people try to get through. I am just speculating here, but all my family members have the same issues, and it seems they are purposely taking the packages in customs because they can spot them now.

Edit to say: the black-and-white turning point with customs began in winter of 2014. In Feb. 2015, I began to have serious issues and got some letters, and since then pretty much nothing goes through. Maybe they have some new thing that helps them spot the packages or just cracked down real hard. But NOTHING goes through since then.
 
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Essie

Student
Oct 20, 2018
100
You are just reading my mind ! I have a job right now and ofc i can keep money for N, it's not a big problem for me even to overpay for shipping it to my country, but yea, i'm constantly worried about customs. This is a bit offtopic right now, but (!) i know few cases when people who were fond of radio electronics ordered some details for their equipment (which were potentially banned in RU) and then police came straight to their home shortly afterwards to "ask them a few questions". Imagine if they ordered some sort of extremely rare chemical, like N.

Bit off topic, I know, but I know people of similar cases with the electronics from same countries. Just seconding that and saying in certain places customs is very efficient at seizures of whatever they are trying to keep out.
 
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N-IsMyHope

Student
Aug 25, 2018
139
I asked A about the bitter taste and he said you could mix it with orange juice. Half and half, not more than this or you risk it not working.
Ok, I might try mix it with something sweet tomorrow, but honestly I afraid to mix itnwith anything because I'm afraid its will reduce the effective of the drug. But it' s not hurt to just try.
 
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Lovemykids

Specialist
Oct 1, 2018
349
Ok, I might try mix it with something sweet tomorrow, but honestly I afraid to mix itnwith anything because I'm afraid its will reduce the effective of the drug. But it' s not hurt to just try.

Woot
U back so fast? Thought u took 2 teaspoon of n and went crashed
Was thinking u will be out for hours
 
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N-IsMyHope

Student
Aug 25, 2018
139
Woot
U back so fast? Thought u took 2 teaspoon of n and went crashed
Was thinking u will be out for hours
I'm addicted to sleep medicine for almost 10 yeasr so I definitely have some tolerance. And, it is my stubborn habits to wake up around 6am and back to sleep again around 8-9 am. and wake up again around 11 am.

Edit: I back to sleep around 8am and wake up 1pm. 2 teaspoon is a little too much to try.
 
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Lovemykids

Specialist
Oct 1, 2018
349
When u open the cap is it possible to extract out using needle ? This way it won't lose the potency

Just trying to figure how to test without opening the seal once I get it
 
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Goldie

Specialist
Sep 6, 2018
307
Worst case I'm gonna drive cross border rent Airbnb and get N package
That sounds like a great idea.

Has A offered you a reduced price on a reorder?

I'm in Vietnam and I might go to China if I have problems getting mine.
 
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Lovemykids

Specialist
Oct 1, 2018
349
That sounds like a great idea.

Has A offered you a reduced price on a reorder?

I'm in Vietnam and I might go to China if I have problems getting mine.

Hey no I'm getting it from a guy who already have them with him
 
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Lovemykids

Specialist
Oct 1, 2018
349
You are not ordering from A if you go to the states? You found a different supplier?

My order from A I made 2 weeks ago seized by customs and received love letter, I'm meeting a guy in LA who has it.. it's 43 hours drive and I have nexus pass so usually custom don't check in nexus line
 
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About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
My order from A I made 2 weeks ago seized by customs and received love letter, I'm meeting a guy in LA who has it.. it's 43 hours drive and I have nexus pass so usually custom don't check in nexus line
Is this a new supplier or someone who ordered N from A on your behalf?
 
WaitingForTheBus

WaitingForTheBus

Student
Oct 27, 2018
136
Not necessarily because of any repercussions, more because I will feel like more of a failure if it doesn't make it through. I don't care about losing the money as such, I'm fortunate enough to have put a little aside over the years and I could try a dozen times and not miss the money, I can't take it with me when I die anyway. I live in Australia and our customs seem pretty thorough, so I feel the chances of obtaining would be low.

Although ordering from the new supplier P would definitely have more chance of arriving than anything coming from A, purely from a location point of view. May be worth a shot after all.
 

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