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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
272
I have enough money to order it. I asked around, someone who knows someone who works in customs where I'm from and customs are very strict. I can't afford to risk it, lose all that cash or my N. Also I'd cause alot of trouble and shame for my family if I'm confronted about it if it's siezed. Ordering anything else and my family finding out would probably 10x more trouble than I already am in because suicide is a huge sin in the Islamic hellhole I'm in.

Hanging scares the hell out of me, I simply don't know why. I have absolutely no access to a gun.

Dae have the money for N but also isn't ordering it because it's too risky? Are there any other methods that appeal to you?
 
Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
You are just reading my mind ! I have a job right now and ofc i can keep money for N, it's not a big problem for me even to overpay for shipping it to my country, but yea, i'm constantly worried about customs. This is a bit offtopic right now, but (!) i know few cases when people who were fond of radio electronics ordered some details for their equipment (which were potentially banned in RU) and then police came straight to their home shortly afterwards to "ask them a few questions". Imagine if they ordered some sort of extremely rare chemical, like N.
 
faex42

faex42

Experienced
Oct 19, 2018
213
I frankly admit that I am. I'd prefer to travel to Mexico. I speak Spanish fluently which might help matters. My brother now wants me to move to the Philippines or back to Vietnam. (I lived in Vietnam in 2007) It's doesn't seem easy to buy in the Philippines.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I've ordered it almost two weeks ago, and I'm afraid it'll be seized by Customs. To avoid a potentially unpleasant confrontation with law enforcement, someone else will receive it for me (the recipient doesn't know me, and will be paid $150 on a successful delivery).

I think it's worth trying, though. N is absolutely the best method.
 
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N-IsMyHope

Student
Aug 25, 2018
139
Yes, if I can just walk into the store and buy them easily. I will book one way ticket to Mexico but I am afraid of gang or something like that for a solo women traveler. I also considered flying to Japan and order N because It is a nice and safe country but the problem is I'm afraid of customs.
 
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Goldie

Specialist
Sep 6, 2018
307
I was a bit afraid of customs initially, but now I dont really care given my depression. If I cannot get N i will try suspension hanging.

Yes, if I can just walk into the store and buy them easily. I will book one way ticket to Mexico but I am afraid of gang or something like that for a solo women traveler. I also considered flying to Japan and order N because It is a nice and safe country but the problem is I'm afraid of customs.

If you buy in Mexico you can take it on the plane with no problems. It is rare for security at an airport to question any medicine you have.

I myself would consider trying the new supplier but apparently he only accepts orders from inside the EU and I live in the USA.

I read here that Patrick just /prefers/ EU orders, they will consider orders from non-EU. Personally, I am going to wait for A as he has a much better, more solid reputation and there is a post here somewhere detailing problems with receiving the N.
 
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N-IsMyHope

Student
Aug 25, 2018
139
I already have n from A. I just tasted 2 drops on the back of my throat. I don't think I can drink 2 bottles. It is very very bitter. I was almost throwing up (only 2 drops! I can't imagine of 2bottles). I manage to eat 70% dark chocolate in time to get rid of bitter taste. I will try again half tea spoon with lidocaine spray later tonight.

That's why I'm thinking about buying from new supplier because the liquid to drink is a lot less. From his email, any country other than Eu will take about 20 days. But, we don't know how reliable he is. And, I still waiting for his reply asking if he can ship to japan. It just really hard to die and my situation a little complicated.
 
couldntthinkofaname

couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
I have enough money to order it... but I really don't want the Feds knocking on my door. I don't have the best luck in life.

in most countries you will just have to pay a fee..its not like you imported cocaine or heroine

if money really isnt an issue you have nothing to worry about...


i still dont understand why n is so expensive and barely accesable...just 2-3 people on the whole world where you can buy it from
 
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Lovemykids

Specialist
Oct 1, 2018
349
in most countries you will just have to pay a fee..its not like you imported cocaine or heroine

if money really isnt an issue you have nothing to worry about...


i still dont understand why n is so expensive and barely accesable...just 2-3 people on the whole world where you can buy it from

The demand and availability to obtain what makes it expensive

Mine get seized but if someone in Canada selling for 3k even for that price I would pay for it
 
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janedoep

Member
Oct 24, 2018
14
I don't want to risk a high fee or jail time. Having to sit in jail and put off dying for an extra year would not be really cool.

If I travel somewhere I'll just get a one way ticket and use it there. I wonder if upon pre-arrangement travel to EU would be an option. Because, although pricier, that would probably be a lot safer than Mexico.
 
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Lovemykids

Specialist
Oct 1, 2018
349
I don't want to risk a high fee or jail time. Having to sit in jail and put off dying for an extra year would not be really cool.

If I travel somewhere I'll just get a one way ticket and use it there. I wonder if upon pre-arrangement travel to EU would be an option. Because, although pricier, that would probably be a lot safer than Mexico.

Which country u from
 
Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
I already have n from A. I just tasted 2 drops on the back of my throat. I don't think I can drink 2 bottles. It is very very bitter. I was almost throwing up (only 2 drops! I can't imagine of 2bottles). I manage to eat 70% dark chocolate in time to get rid of bitter taste. I will try again half tea spoon with lidocaine spray later tonight.

That's why I'm thinking about buying from new supplier because the liquid to drink is a lot less. From his email, any country other than Eu will take about 20 days. But, we don't know how reliable he is. And, I still waiting for his reply asking if he can ship to japan. It just really hard to die and my situation a little complicated.
It's too bad we can't have a garage sale for the n ppl are throwing out or not using. :/
 

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