Anyone else past their time?

[itsgone2]

I was holding on for a few reasons but they are now in the past. I'm at least a month past my ideal date.
Anyone else perpetually stuck?
I feel like a joke is being played on me.
There's no reason for being here. I dry fire my gun. Load and unload. Get careless and pull the trigger. Still here and absolutely pissed about it

 

[tonicer]

I should have died ages ago. I am now 43 but when i was around 14 i wanted to lay my neck on the train tracks and get decapitated (I'm in Germany so sadly no easy access to guns) but i didn't do it because i just can't bring myself to hurt my mother. She loves me with all her heart and it would be a great crime to make her bury me. So i postponed my suicide at least until after her passing. She's almost 80 and she maybe has 10-15 more years ahead of her. I waited 30 years how hard can 10-15 more be? I have to make it, for her.

 

[itsgone2]

I waited 30 years how hard can 10-15 more be? I have to make it, for her.

Amazing. I don't know how you hold on. Life has always been a miserable burden for me and I just desperately want out.

 

[Argent]

My cat. If it weren't for her, I'd be gone. I care not for myself, but I made a promise to her that I'd take care of her. She deserves the world.

I should have died back in 2022.

 

[rainatthebusstop]

I was wishing for death ever since I was twelve years old. I am currently 27 and looking to complete this fucking punishment of a year of my life.

I live in a European country with no access to guns otherwise I would have done it already. I wish I had a clean method to do it because I am afraid of failing at it just like I have failed at everything else in my life

 

[unluckysadness]

I'm 44 and I should have died when I was 10 because the worst things happened at this age.

 

[SomewhereNew]

Yes for 4 years I've achieved nothing my whole twenties even