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Afterglow

Afterglow

I miss the version of me who enjoyed being alive.
Feb 22, 2025
396
I used a belt and i nearly passed out 2 hours ago and im so fucking exhausted and my eye feels weird, im just wondering if others share this experience. And a side question. How do i get over my SI? I cant force myself to go through with it. I dont know what to do really. I've got until the 31st to practice.
 
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VoidBlessed

Student
Dec 2, 2024
155
I feel so exhausted by it too. I have enough guts for about 3 attempts before my mind and body just can't take it anymore. My goal is to be able to reliably hit my carotids, then keep doing that until the feeling feels familiar and OK to sink down into.
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,245
Well, you restricted blood flow to some degree. That along with the physical movements will require some rest to recover.
 

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