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AveMori
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- Feb 10, 2023
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I really don't see any joy in living, at this point I only didn't CTB to not traumatize my family. My grandparents have been through a lot, so I feel like I should at least wait until they are dead.
My family is a big part of the reason why my life is unbearable. I still don't want to hurt them. Maybe it is Stockholm'sFunny for me it's quite the opposite.
My family is pushing me towards my demise.
I guess if I had been blessed with a loving family I surely would think twice before ctbing yeah.
Hence why self isolation is often a precursor to suicide.For my friends, my best friend and life partner, and now annoyingly for a guy I just met that my heart wants me to see where it could go. So like fuck. I'm trapped.
Just as you undoubtedly feel that you have a right to make a decision about your own life - whether or not you will continue to live it - please allow your daughter to make the same choice. If you make the choice for her, you potentially rob her of a life she may very well have found fulfilling and meaningful, and all the joy she could have brought into the world.I am avoiding ctb only for my daughter since there is no one else to look after her. Sometimes I do feel like taking her with me but I have managed to push those dark thoughts away till now.
Yeah, the same way others need to understand that we just don't enjoy life, we need to understand that others just do. It's incredibly subjective and there is no right or wrong. People's brains are just setup in very different waysHence why self isolation is often a precursor to suicide.
Just as you undoubtedly feel that you have a right to make a decision about your own life - whether or not you will continue to live it - please allow your daughter to make the same choice. If you make the choice for her, you potentially rob her of a life she may very well have found fulfilling and meaningful, and all the joy she could have brought into the world.
My sister and my boyfriend.I really don't see any joy in living, at this point I only didn't CTB to not traumatize my family. My grandparents have been through a lot, so I feel like I should at least wait until they are dead.