I want to ctb exactly for my family LMAO I can kinda enjoy life and live long with little things as having a pet and reading books but im constantly, violently threatened by them, nothing is enough for them. I have to endure insults, beatings, sexual abuse and harassment and get a doctorate in engineering like nothing. Nothingness, i guess. Owning a house is another issue, i think i can last at least 20-30 years if i had one