Venting Only staying alive for other people.

[laceydreams]

The only reason I'm still here is because my mom would lose her kid and my mutuals on social medias will miss me. I don't even want to be alive anymore, everything feels like a joke. I have my method picked out and everything its just that I don't want my mutuals being sad. (fuck my family members, they're the reason I want to die in first place.

 

[Aflame5926]

well that atleast means you still care.
try to hold it for as long as possible man

 

[pleaseletmeleave]

Ya I know the feeling. Im still here to not cause my same pain on others too. Really does suck though

 

[Clayface]

I've long described this as the goldfish phenomenon. We're forced to live to be ornamentation in other peoples lives, like goldfish in bowls.

 

[LetMeOut67]

Yeah forced to exist in this hell cos it'll seriously affect other people
It's all part of the torture

 

[wannabeangel]

im going through the same right now, i only exist for others

I've long described this as the goldfish phenomenon. We're forced to live to be ornamentation in other peoples lives, like goldfish in bowls.

god this is such a good way of describing jt

 

[settling]

its horrible but it would destroy my family and probably my friends for a long time or forever
i cant really do anything about it