Hi, I'm new here. 8 months ago a hell of chronic pain started and my life has just went down from there. It has continued to get better or worse, and that was enough to survive.
2 weeks ago I took a very small dose of an antidepressant prescribed for chronic pain. And a list of horrible symptoms came overnight. My emotions have been completely shut, I can't feel love for my gf, I can't enjoy video games, I can't cry or laugh, and I can't listen to music. Something has completely fucked my brain up. I also akathisia ish symptoms, I can't relax or sit still for most of the time. I feel uncomfortable all the time. I did read about pssd stories before, but i was dumb enough to take 1 pill for nerve pain. If this doesn't go away, my life is a death sentence.
There is no reason to live without emotions. I have become a zombie from 1 fucking pill. Worst part is my parents and doctors do absolutely not believe this.
I really don't wanna die. Life can be so amazing. But there has to be a limit for what a person can go through. This time I've been forced to kill myself. Fuck my doctor for giving me this. Fuck the medical world that allows this.
