Antidepressant ruined my life.

[fatigued]

Hi, I'm new here. 8 months ago a hell of chronic pain started and my life has just went down from there. It has continued to get better or worse, and that was enough to survive.

2 weeks ago I took a very small dose of an antidepressant prescribed for chronic pain. And a list of horrible symptoms came overnight. My emotions have been completely shut, I can't feel love for my gf, I can't enjoy video games, I can't cry or laugh, and I can't listen to music. Something has completely fucked my brain up. I also akathisia ish symptoms, I can't relax or sit still for most of the time. I feel uncomfortable all the time. I did read about pssd stories before, but i was dumb enough to take 1 pill for nerve pain. If this doesn't go away, my life is a death sentence.

There is no reason to live without emotions. I have become a zombie from 1 fucking pill. Worst part is my parents and doctors do absolutely not believe this.

I really don't wanna die. Life can be so amazing. But there has to be a limit for what a person can go through. This time I've been forced to kill myself. Fuck my doctor for giving me this. Fuck the medical world that allows this.

This is going to sound annoying, but please hold out. Though your reaction was definitely not the norm (wrt your dose), I really believe it should pass with more time.

Did you consume any alcohol before or after taking the medicine?

I genuinely hope you are feeling like your old self soon.

 

[Red_sleep]

This is going to sound annoying, but please hold out. Though your reaction was definitely not the norm (wrt your dose), I really believe it should pass with more time.

Did you consume any alcohol before or after taking the medicine?

I genuinely hope you are feeling like your old self soon.

No did not consume any other thing.

And i still feel horrible…