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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
819
I don't really feel like waiting for the canonical 8 hours of fasting, today is my birthday and I'll have some cake for dinner but then I'd like to do it during the night.
 
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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
819
I want to kill myself tonight but my stomach is full and with the SN method it is not recommended but I don't want to wait, it's night and I don't know what to do, I'm not sleepy, I just want to die.
 
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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
819
I'm trying to resist not eating even though I'd like to, but I know that after eating I'd be more suicidal and at the same time doing the SN method would be riskier.
 
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twilightSparriw

twilightSparriw

TwilightSparrow
Mar 6, 2025
63
Something went wrong and I'm still here, I'll talk more about it in the other thread.

Let's see if I can attempt again this morning.
It's been a year… lol
 
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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
819
I took 800mg ibuprofen, 15mg metoclopramide and 30 drops of diazepam, I didn't eat anything obviously.
 
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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
819
In the end I didn't do it, I took the drugs in vain, I'm waiting for a user's response to see if it's worth doing it together otherwise I'll proceed alone.
 
Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
819
I am now convinced that all this must end. It is the middle of the night, I was undecided whether to go out and scout the place where I think I will end up, always with the SN method, but in the end I decided to stay home, maybe I will see during the day, also because doing it on Saturday night is risky since there is more movement around, in the night between Sunday and Monday instead there is less movement.

Otherwise I can do it at home but there is my family, I have to evaluate carefully, the idea of dying outside after a life spent mostly staying at home appeals to me anyway. Obviously I would do it at night to be more sure that no one can see me.
 
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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
819
It's incredible, I had taken everything I needed except SN when I connected to the forum and found a message that I no longer hoped to find, maybe I don't have to die now.
 
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