Venting An Instant

[bland_mammal]

I was pretty close. I had a method prepared. The method was one that there is an instant before which I'm alive and after which I cannot survive. I had this method prepared, but I couldn't bring myself to figuratively pull the trigger. I may need a method that doesn't have a single point-of-no-return like hanging or jumping or shooting. I might need to reconsider other methods that are more of a process than a single event in time. Inert gas asphyxiation is looking pretty good, but the helium at the party store (funny, I know) is a combination of helium and normal air that may be unsuitable for achieving death.

 

[ineedyoutoloveme]

If you feel any form of hesitation towards the act, don't feel shame in not comitting to it quite yet. You shouldn't rush yourself to CTB, allow yourself to do it when it is time. However I do understand what you're saying, SI is a bitch!