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Guest4691

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Jun 23, 2022
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Hello All,
I'm planning to take my leave on 12th October, which is really soon, I have been living these days peacefully, really calm about it, not sure how I'd feel when the day ACTUALLY comes, but here's my plan
10th October (Monday) I will be checking into the hotel, will be chilling on Monday and Tuesday (10th & 11th October), and do a blood test for the SN during then.
10th October (Monday): 11pm 1x10mg Meto
11th October (Tuesday): 7am 1x10mg Meto
3pm: 1x 10mg Meto
11pm 1x 10mg Meto
- Start Fasting-
12th October (Wednesday): 7am: 1x 10mg Meto
12:00pm -No Liquid-
12th October (Wednesday): 2pm 1000mg Paracetamol + 2mg Xanax
12th October (Wednesday): 2.15pm 3x 10mg Meto + Quetiapine 200mg + 60mg Propranolol
12th October (Wednesday): 8x 1000mg Tums
12th October (Wednesday): 3pm SN Drink (1st cup 25g, 2nd cup 20g)
1x Honey Stick to mask the after taste


Am I good to go? Are there any amendments I should make to the regime?
 
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onetapgandhi

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Oct 4, 2022
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Youre pretty gucci to go. Godspeed my friend.
 
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madebrief

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You can remove tums from your strategy.
 
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Guest4691

Member
Jun 23, 2022
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You can remove tums from your strategy.
I only have Gaviscon & Tums to use as an antacid, I heard Gaviscon isn't good to go with, hence Tums. I am unable to purchase Tagamet from my country. Is there any other easily accessible alternatives for an antacid? Milk of Magnesia is hard to find as well (and it seems a bit too late to search for it too)

P.S: I'm taking Quetiapine, but I am very prone to nausea/vomiting so adding on Meto
Youre pretty gucci to go. Godspeed my friend.
Thank You! Well wishes to you as well.
 
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madebrief

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I mean that you don't need antiacid anymore - you can still take it if you wish but no longer required.
 
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Guest4691

Member
Jun 23, 2022
10
ah
I mean that you don't need antiacid anymore - you can still take it if you wish but no longer required.
ahh i see, alright! by the way, might you know, in between paracetamol, ibuprofen and tylenol, which is a better pick as a painkiller?
 
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Aug 5, 2022
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I only have Gaviscon & Tums to use as an antacid, I heard Gaviscon isn't good to go with, hence Tums. I am unable to purchase Tagamet from my country. Is there any other easily accessible alternatives for an antacid? Milk of Magnesia is hard to find as well (and it seems a bit too late to search for it too)

P.S: I'm taking Quetiapine, but I am very prone to nausea/vomiting so adding on Meto

Thank You! Well wishes to you as well.
Make sure you take the proper dosage for Quetiapine as well for this, I think around 300 mg has to be consumed for the anti nausea and anti vomiting effect to kick in, if I remember right from the previous posts I read.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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The Stan's protocol actually say two hours of no liquid before the SN, so according to this you could start the no liquids at 1:00pm. Stan's also says something like that you can have a little more liquid if you need to- if you start coughing from dry throat I would sip enough to stop this.

Are you planning on taking both the 25g and the 20g? This is debatable. It might help your chances of ctb or it might increase the risk of vomiting- no one knows for sure. The rule was to stick with 25g but them I read an article recently where someone had 90g imn their system, so who knows. For me I would stick with 25g and only use the 20g if you vomit, but that's a judgment call.

It looks like you're starting fasting 14 hours before ctb, and the recommended time is 4 to 8 hours, but is this time is comfortable for you this may be ok- maybe this will help clear your digestive tract better.

Could taking the quentiapine and xanax so early cause you to fall asleep before you take the sn? Not sure, I'm not that familiar with these, you woudl just want to be confident that this wouldn't happen.

I hope you can find peace. Your plan looks excellent overall, these are just a few details to possibly consider.
 
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Guest4691

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Jun 23, 2022
10
The Stan's protocol actually say two hours of no liquid before the SN, so according to this you could start the no liquids at 1:00pm. Stan's also says something like that you can have a little more liquid if you need to- if you start coughing from dry throat I would sip enough to stop this.

Are you planning on taking both the 25g and the 20g? This is debatable. It might help your chances of ctb or it might increase the risk of vomiting- no one knows for sure. The rule was to stick with 25g but them I read an article recently where someone had 90g imn their system, so who knows. For me I would stick with 25g and only use the 20g if you vomit, but that's a judgment call.

It looks like you're starting fasting 14 hours before ctb, and the recommended time is 4 to 8 hours, but is this time is comfortable for you this may be ok- maybe this will help clear your digestive tract better.

Could taking the quentiapine and xanax so early cause you to fall asleep before you take the sn? Not sure, I'm not that familiar with these, you woudl just want to be confident that this wouldn't happen.

I hope you can find peace. Your plan looks excellent overall, these are just a few details to possibly consider.
I'm not much of a "water" person (I hate drinking water), so the time I stop drinking doesn't really affect me.

I'm planning to take the 25g as my first cup, and only 20g if I happen to vomit.

I'd start fasting the night before as I'll be asleep and won't feel hungry, I don't really have appetite these days, so I think it doesn't affect me too, I do have insomnia, so if I happen to be awake past 11pm, I might snack a little!

I've never taken Quentiapine and Xanax in that quantity before, so I'm not too sure, I do have really bad insomnia, i could only sleep if I take sleeping pills such as Zolpidem or Zopiclone, so most probably I'd be awake to take the SN.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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I've never taken Quentiapine and Xanax in that quantity before, so I'm not too sure, I do have really bad insomnia, i could only sleep if I take sleeping pills such as Zolpidem or Zopiclone, so most probably I'd be awake to take the SN.
If you have enough and can try these on another day as a partila test run that could help, as long as these are not dangerous quantities- I think you can use normal quantities for this. Your attention to detail here makes it seems like you will be successful in achieving peace.
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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Make sure you take the proper dosage for Quetiapine as well for this, I think around 300 mg has to be consumed for the anti nausea and anti vomiting effect to kick in, if I remember right from the previous posts I read.
Thats my intention, when my sn arrives!
 
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Aug 29, 2022
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Best of luck to you. Hopefully I'll be following behind you shortly after.

Respect🙏
 
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Guest4691

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Jun 23, 2022
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If you have enough and can try these on another day as a partila test run that could help, as long as these are not dangerous quantities- I think you can use normal quantities for this. Your attention to detail here makes it seems like you will be successful in achieving peace.
I currently take 1mg of Xanax daily for anxiety, and 100mg of Quetiapine, and both doesn't make me drowsy, so 2mg of Xanax wouldn't be an issue, not sure how triple the Quetiapine would make me feel though.
Would love to document my process but I'd be in a hotel, no computer and just my handphone and I can't seem to access the SS server using my phone..
 
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Hope:-)

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Jul 3, 2022
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Hi. I am attempting on the 16th and am also having my method checked over at the moment. How are you holding up?
 
hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Happy Unbirthday
Oct 12, 2021
501
Hello All,
I'm planning to take my leave on 12th October, which is really soon, I have been living these days peacefully, really calm about it, not sure how I'd feel when the day ACTUALLY comes, but here's my plan
10th October (Monday) I will be checking into the hotel, will be chilling on Monday and Tuesday (10th & 11th October), and do a blood test for the SN during then.
10th October (Monday): 11pm 1x10mg Meto
11th October (Tuesday): 7am 1x10mg Meto
3pm: 1x 10mg Meto
11pm 1x 10mg Meto
- Start Fasting-
12th October (Wednesday): 7am: 1x 10mg Meto
12:00pm -No Liquid-
12th October (Wednesday): 2pm 1000mg Paracetamol + 2mg Xanax
12th October (Wednesday): 2.15pm 3x 10mg Meto + Quetiapine 200mg + 60mg Propranolol
12th October (Wednesday): 8x 1000mg Tums
12th October (Wednesday): 3pm SN Drink (1st cup 25g, 2nd cup 20g)
1x Honey Stick to mask the after taste


Am I good to go? Are there any amendments I should make to the regime?
It looks spotless! I would say you're good to go
Have you taken 2mg Xanax before? What does it make you feel like?
 
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Guest4691

Member
Jun 23, 2022
10
If you have enough and can try these on another day as a partila test run that could help, as long as these are not dangerous quantities- I think you can use normal quantities for this. Your attention to detail here makes it seems like you will be successful in achieving peace.
Thank you, I hope I can leave in peace too, living scares me more than death, knowing that I've tried, therapy, pills, talking it out, hanging in there, there's no other option there's no way out. Maybe some might disagree but I'm too tired to continue on. I fear living after the attempt as recovery in the country i'm from isn't friendly, most likely it'll be lifetime admission into a psychiatric institution.
It looks spotless! I would say you're good to go
Have you taken 2mg Xanax before? What does it make you feel like?
I started with 0.25mg Xanax as and when needed to for anxiety, then it went on to an add on of 1mg Xanax Slow Release form every morning, I haven't taken 2mg Xanax before. As previously mentioned, I would love to document my process for other's reference in the future, but I can't access SS forum from my phone unfortunately.
 
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hopelessgirl

Happy Unbirthday
Oct 12, 2021
501
Thank you, I hope I can leave in peace too, living scares me more than death, knowing that I've tried, therapy, pills, talking it out, hanging in there, there's no other option there's no way out. Maybe some might disagree but I'm too tired to continue on. I fear living after the attempt as recovery in the country i'm from isn't friendly, most likely it'll be lifetime admission into a psychiatric institution.

I started with 0.25mg Xanax as and when needed to for anxiety, then it went on to an add on of 1mg Xanax Slow Release form every morning, I haven't taken 2mg Xanax before. As previously mentioned, I would love to document my process for other's reference in the future, but I can't access SS forum from my phone unfortunately.
Ok then you'll probably be fine. I hope ;-) or you'd just mix the glasses and then fall asleep you could always drink it when you wake up?
 
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Guest4691

Member
Jun 23, 2022
10
Hi. I am attempting on the 16th and am also having my method checked over at the moment. How are you holding up?
Feeling really calm at the moment. My only ache is that I recently had an argument with my parents, and I don't think I'd get to see them one last time before I leave for the hotel to start my journey. I just hope I'll get some understanding and forgiveness from those that I'd hurt and disappoint by taking my own life.
Ok then you'll probably be fine. I hope ;-) or you'd just mix the glasses and then fall asleep you could always drink it when you wake up?
I'd do my best to stay awake
 
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SorakaMein

Heartbroken
Sep 29, 2022
23
Hello All,
I'm planning to take my leave on 12th October, which is really soon, I have been living these days peacefully, really calm about it, not sure how I'd feel when the day ACTUALLY comes, but here's my plan
10th October (Monday) I will be checking into the hotel, will be chilling on Monday and Tuesday (10th & 11th October), and do a blood test for the SN during then.
10th October (Monday): 11pm 1x10mg Meto
11th October (Tuesday): 7am 1x10mg Meto
3pm: 1x 10mg Meto
11pm 1x 10mg Meto
- Start Fasting-
12th October (Wednesday): 7am: 1x 10mg Meto
12:00pm -No Liquid-
12th October (Wednesday): 2pm 1000mg Paracetamol + 2mg Xanax
12th October (Wednesday): 2.15pm 3x 10mg Meto + Quetiapine 200mg + 60mg Propranolol
12th October (Wednesday): 8x 1000mg Tums
12th October (Wednesday): 3pm SN Drink (1st cup 25g, 2nd cup 20g)
1x Honey Stick to mask the after taste


Am I good to go? Are there any amendments I should make to the regime?
Why do we need to take blood test? Thank you. I am planning the same, but just the 4 hours period
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
3,876
I currently take 1mg of Xanax daily for anxiety, and 100mg of Quetiapine, and both doesn't make me drowsy, so 2mg of Xanax wouldn't be an issue, not sure how triple the Quetiapine would make me feel though.
Would love to document my process but I'd be in a hotel, no computer and just my handphone and I can't seem to access the SS server using my phone..
Well you're thinking this through- if you have dounts about the Quetiapine you may want to test this dose on another day. I won't document either, I want to be focused on the task at hand.
 
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Guest4691

Member
Jun 23, 2022
10
Well you're thinking this through- if you have dounts about the Quetiapine you may want to test this dose on another day. I won't document either, I want to be focused on the task at hand.
how do i go about testing it?
Why do we need to take blood test? Thank you. I am planning the same, but just the 4 hours period
blood test to see if the SN is potent enough, in the resource compilations and thread there are explanations and examples on how the blood should be turned from red to dark brown after SN is added to it
 
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Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
It sounds like a very well thought out plan!

Godspeed ✨
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,876
how do i go about testing it?
Just taking the quantity that you have mentioned and see if it causes you to fall asleep during the period of time- 45 or 60 minutes or whatever- before you would take the sn- you don't want the meds to make you fall asleep before taking the sn.
 
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actual_fox

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Sep 15, 2022
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I am posting this because It is good info on SN
Godspeed
 
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