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Lotharius

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Mar 20, 2018
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Bourbon mixed, cheap scotch(Dewars), vodka straight. Do love gin and tonic also. Used to be a craft beer enthusiast until I started wanting to get loaded asap. Atleast a half a 750ml for me daily.
 
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Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
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Bourbon mixed, cheap scotch(Dewars), vodka straight. Do love gin and tonic also. Used to be a craft beer enthusiast until I started wanting to get loaded asap. Atleast a half a 750ml for me daily.

Classy!

Gin and tonic with lime or lemon?
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
639
i used to drink very often but then i realized the calories in alcohol : ) are : ) not : ) the best

and i usually can't take the stuff unmixed, tastes like rat poison
 
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skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
i used to drink very often but then i realized the calories in alcohol : ) are : ) not : ) the best

and i usually can't take the stuff unmixed, tastes like rat poison
Have you tasted rat poison before? lol
 
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Tiburcio

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Let's be honest, unmixed alcohol is not exactly a delicacy.

Well, it depends of the drink.
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
I'm drinking Martell Noblige cognac right now! Ahhhhhhh! Long live the devil!
 
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Ashton

Member
Jul 24, 2018
33
Hi, I'm a recovering Alcoholic. Been in recovery for 17 months but 7 months sober. It's fucked my liver up but that is what drinking neat spirits for years does to you. Doing crazy shit in blackout I am surprised i' m still here to be honest but when the drinks gone you're left with you and man that can take you to some very dark places hence i' m on here. Some days I feel joy and freedom , some days I feel nothing , some days don't even want to go there.
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Rum for tonight!
 
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Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
@skitliv @Smilla How many alcohol should I drink... Because the next time my head will explode.

Also, don't you experience hangover? It sounds too good for be true...
While you get started ... drink some water/Soda etc. but yeah eventually you get past the hangover stage. Then come the mid day shakes. Hahaha .... you know you have to be getting back to the bottle when that shit happens.
 
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Ashton

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Jul 24, 2018
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While you get started ... drink some water/Soda etc. but yeah eventually you get past the hangover stage. Then come the mid day shakes. Hahaha .... you know you have to be getting back to the bottle when that shit happens.
Mid day shakes??? Early morning shakes, only another drink stops it.
 
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Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Mid day shakes??? Early morning shakes, only another drink stops it.
... oh damn! I figure that's still a couple months off for me ... but amusing as hell to watch me try to get the little plug into the coffee lid either way ...
 
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Meena

Student
Jun 7, 2018
138
I am not addicted to alcohol but i mix once or twice a week vodka and diet coke mixed with xanax.
I like to drink because i like self harm i do also self mutilation only in winter so nobody can see it.
 
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nuclearsnake

Student
Jul 11, 2018
145
I'm not sure if I can be considered an alcoholic but I previously had periods where I would drink regularly for a span of time and then lose interest.

Currently I've been drinking at least once a week for four months. I mostly drink vodka, sometimes beer. To be honest getting somewhat drunk on a Friday/Saturday night is probably the only thing I'm excited for.
 
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Dead_Inside

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Jul 2, 2018
622
I am not addicted to alcohol but i mix once or twice a week vodka and diet coke mixed with xanax.
I like to drink because i like self harm i do also self mutilation only in winter so nobody can see it.
Xanax, oxys, and vodka ..... you won't even know what the fuck you are cuttting .... broke every glass in the cabinet into little pieces with my own hands because I wanted to hurt myself some how ... next morning sucked.
 
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Tiburcio

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Xanax, oxys, and vodka ..... you won't even know what the fuck you are cuttting .... broke every glass in the cabinet into little pieces with my own hands because I wanted to hurt myself some how ... next morning sucked.
I am not addicted to alcohol but i mix once or twice a week vodka and diet coke mixed with xanax.
I like to drink because i like self harm i do also self mutilation only in winter so nobody can see it.
Sorry for interrupt but xanax with vodka can numb the pain in such way?

How many amount of each substance is required? If it works, I plan something that pain doesn't let me perform.
 
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Meena

Student
Jun 7, 2018
138
Sorry for interrupt but xanax with vodka can numb the pain in such way?

How many amount of each substance is required? If it works, I plan something that pain doesn't let me perform.


This cocktail makes me forget my anxiety and fears. I take 4 or 5 xanax pills . Add two or three glasses of vodka.
It is enough 4 me
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
I don't want to cause more trouble for my mother than I already do. Otherwise I would drown myself in alcohol. I would die a very painful and slow death just like the dude in Leaving Las Vegas.
 
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Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
610
I would love to drink everyday, but my fucking father wouldn't let me, he's a muslim.
I would drink anything but my favorite is johnny walker's double black whiskey, its heaven on earth.
i only drink on saturdays, wish i drank more than that though
 
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Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Sorry for interrupt but xanax with vodka can numb the pain in such way?

How many amount of each substance is required? If it works, I plan something that pain doesn't let me perform.
Well ... I suspect a bit of the physical pain is alleviated by the oxys. However, it's quite easy to "black out" on Xanax. And hell, alcohol does a good number to literally numb you mentally and physically. As long as you haven't been abusing them you should be good with 6mg .... but just do 2mg at a time of you are mixing it for the first time. Easy to just end up alseep : ) if you are lucky you will OD.
But yeah get some oxys too. They are very helpful for pain/sleep and even treat my unhappiness.
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
Don't drink anymore. Used to be more of a stoner actually lol.
 
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Deleted member 847

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Hey I usually don't drink, my mom would kill me if I did, but what do you recommend me to get really drunk? I need to change my brain chemistry so I can hang myself
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
I got wasted last weekend. It wasn't pretty. Basically an existential freak out.
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
639
uGH I had a bottle of wine by myself last night and it gave me violent shits and made me dry up like a prune, I've had enough alcohol for a year
 
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Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
Ooo boy been drinking lightly for a few days then o sat evening i kicked it in to high gear black out from 11pm til i wake up in my bed 9am next day now 2 days after i still feel hangover
 
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