Brokenanddeadinside
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- Aug 8, 2018
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I used to have a alcohol problem used to chug gin till I blacked out. My body kinda rejects alcohol now if im drinking at home. I could really go for a gin and tonic though.
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I think i have one nowI used to have a alcohol problem used to chug gin till I blacked out. My body kinda rejects alcohol now if im drinking at home. I could really go for a gin and tonic though.
Hahaha .... well I am going to say vodka (I need a sponsorship) but if you want to get well and truly fucked try something like everclear ... look for high alcohol %. But be careful. I realized I can't actually hang myself when I drink too much. Hanging is more complicated than just throwing back a bunch of pills.Hey I usually don't drink, my mom would kill me if I did, but what do you recommend me to get really drunk? I need to change my brain chemistry so I can hang myself
Are you saying you like the feeling of selfharming when your drunk? Because sometimes when I'm pretty far gone i selfharm it feels good to me in a sick way. I can drink and drink and drink until i pass out. I feel a sense of anxiety every time I reach for the first drink. .. bc I know o shouldn't drink and I'm scared about what I might say or do but there's a little part of me that still wants to drink.I am not addicted to alcohol but i mix once or twice a week vodka and diet coke mixed with xanax.
I like to drink because i like self harm i do also self mutilation only in winter so nobody can see it.
No i make self mutilation only when i am sober.Are you saying you like the feeling of selfharming when your drunk? Because sometimes when I'm pretty far gone i selfharm it feels good to me in a sick way. I can drink and drink and drink until i pass out. I feel a sense of anxiety every time I reach for the first drink. .. bc I know o shouldn't drink and I'm scared about what I might say or do but there's a little part of me that still wants to drink.
Ok thanks for answering. I have been drinking everyday lately.. I've had a drinking problem for about a yearNo i make self mutilation only when i am sober.
Ok thanks for answering. I have been drinking everyday lately.. I've had a drinking problem for about a year
Its weird right you often feel like crap.. But at the same time feels so goodOk thanks for answering. I have been drinking everyday lately.. I've had a drinking problem for about a year
Bang on!Its weird right you often feel like crap.. But at the same time feels so good