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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
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Where my fellow alcoholics at? What do you like to drink? How much each day?

I enjoy Whiskey and Vodka tonics as well as beer everynight, what about yourself?
 
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Smilla

Smilla

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Apr 30, 2018
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Cheap wine. Now that it's summer I drink white but prefer a nice red in the cooler months.


I drink everyday, without fail. Sometimes in the afternoon. It helps me escape this hell that is my life, if only for a little while.


Before I go I plan to have one last gin and tonic with lime. A real treat.
 
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Livide Lamb

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Apr 17, 2018
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Whiskey here. When I started drinking whiskey I used to do it straight from the bottle but damn I'm sensitive so now I just dilute it with diet coke or (every morning like it's some kind of religious stuff) in my coffee.
 
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Tomasnil

Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
Mostly just vodka i prefer rum but its so expensive
Non working days 0.7-1 liter
Working days 0.2-0.3 after not during.
And i have 1-2 days a work days white per week
 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
Any wine above 14% or just a cheap brandy will suffice my thirst at most. i seem to frequently enjoy drinking before but not until my drunk state became monstrous, I stopped. i drink only on special occasions rn.
 
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ghoulish.fool

ghoulish.fool

Member
Apr 16, 2018
40
I dance around alcoholism but thankfully do not have an addictive personality. I slow down from time to time but once I start it's hard to stop. I shoot gin typically. Beer, cider, or those bottled sangria act as a chaser and drink between shots. At my worst, I was chugging and passing out within an hour or two after getting off work. Everyday. Slept a lot so that was nice I guess.
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
I drank really hard until about 30. I was getting really aggressive when drunk and scared myself. I thought sobering up would solve my problems. It did not. In some ways it made them worse. No defence against reality. Man do I miss being wasted. I live in a no-alcoho house now. If I drink I'll get kicked out. It's a shit hole. But at least I'm out of the rain.
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
I'm working full time so I don't drink every day. But I drink when I can. It's a good tool for coping with this world which is messed up and evil!

I usually drink cognac and beer, but I also like red and white wine, port wine, champagne, rum, whisky and all kinds of alcohol. I don't really like gin and rarely drink vodka.

Winston Churchill supposedly drank 42 000 bottles of champagne during his life. Nice:-)
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Going to down a bottle of JD tonight ! :)
 
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EternalSanction

EternalSanction

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Jun 7, 2018
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I tend to drink either half a bottle of vodka/rum/jager/whiskey or just a bottle of wine and later on some spirit
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Where my fellow alcoholics at? What do you like to drink? How much each day?

I enjoy Whiskey and Vodka tonics as well as beer everynight, what about yourself?
Vodka ... chase it with diet soda because I'm disgusting and some times I just mix a couple shots in something (juice/ soda/ tea) so I can pretend that I am not drinking - or to make everyone else more comfortable. It's not much of a secret .... but I like to pretend I have dignity sometimes.
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
Yeah, I heard about it. I wouldn't mind spending an afternoon drinking with him.
 
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I_Am_Trashman

Member
Jun 4, 2018
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I used to love me some Devil's Springs and OJ
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
I love this thread. Let's keep it alive:wink:
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
Is being an alcoholic part of the reason you want to ctb?

My friend:-) On the contrary! Alcohol is one of the few things that makes my life bearable.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
My friend:-) On the contrary! Alcohol is one of the few things that makes my life bearable.

Same here. But for me at least this is no way to live long term, it's crippling me.

I was suicidal long before I became an alcoholic so it's not my main reason.

Cheers!
 
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Tiburcio

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Off topic but totally necessary question: how are you able to deal with hangover and dizziness?
 
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Smilla

Smilla

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Apr 30, 2018
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Off topic but totally necessary question: how are you able to deal with hangover and dizziness?
After a point you stop getting hangovers, or as @Smilla said, you just drink moar!
 
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Tiburcio

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@skitliv @Smilla How many alcohol should I drink... Because the next time my head will explode.

Also, don't you experience hangover? It sounds too good for be true...
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
@skitliv @Smilla How many alcohol should I drink... Because the next time my head will explode.

Also, don't you experience hangover? It sounds too good for be true...
You experience them at first but after a long time drinking everyday they just stop, next thing is alcohol withdrawal
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
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I was getting really aggressive when drunk and scared myself. I thought sobering up would solve my problems. It did not.

Love it!
 
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Tiburcio

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Months? Years? It requires constancy? I wonder if is really worthy for me. Hangover is the wirst bitch I never faced, but the only moments when I was truly happy I was drunk.


Aaaaggh.
 
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