StarDust

StarDust

Mage
Aug 21, 2018
508
I am trying so damn hard to be good but I really want to give into today and I cannot say why..... SIGHS
 
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FullFat

FullFat

^best order at Micky-D's ever
Apr 27, 2018
374
Why do you all drink? I do it to turn my brain into mush but also in part to hurt myself deliberately.
 
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StarDust

StarDust

Mage
Aug 21, 2018
508
Why do you all drink? I do it to turn my brain into mush but also in part to hurt myself deliberately.

To help quiet the memories in hopes to forget for awhile.... plus it does make me creative in my "work" so that is a plus for me...but still, to quiet the memories that haunt my waking days and my nights... :(
 
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FullFat

FullFat

^best order at Micky-D's ever
Apr 27, 2018
374
Who do you think you would drunk text now if you got truly wasted?
 
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StarDust

StarDust

Mage
Aug 21, 2018
508
Who do you think you would drunk text now if you got truly wasted?

OMG I so would if I had anyone to text....so I guess that would be you guys... SMH
 
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FullFat

FullFat

^best order at Micky-D's ever
Apr 27, 2018
374
OMG I so would if I had anyone to text....so I guess that would be you guys... SMH
I think I would send this chick from school memes until her phone died. Poor girl. I'm trying to be good, but the night is young....
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
Not young here. Dropped off the meds. Enjoying some wine. Well not enjoying
 
skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Bump for friday drinking
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
Yup it's Friday. Beer and red wine but then think I need brandy too. In a bitter sweet way
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Beer and rum for me
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
 
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amatteroflifeordeath

Electrical engineer born in 1980.
Jul 18, 2018
57
I can't drink tonight as my strong migraine is preventing me from enjoying a little moment of pure escape.
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
I can't drink tonight as my strong migraine is preventing me from enjoying a little moment of pure escape.
Hope you can enjoy a drink with me on here on a non migraine night
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
Tried brandy for the first time tonight. Not for the faint of heart lemme tell ya. Not stopping me though.
 
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Deadinside24

Deadinside24

Experienced
Aug 7, 2018
245
What have you guys been drinking lately? I switched from whiskey to rum because its cheaper lol, can't go wrong with good old bacardi
My drink of choice has been Sailor Jerry rum for a while now. I'm not sure when, but the lower proofs weren't doing it for me because my tolerance got too high. Sailor Jerry is like 92 proof which gives me a good buzz after the first few drinks. Get smashed a lot faster too.
 
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Deadinside24

Deadinside24

Experienced
Aug 7, 2018
245
Why do you all drink? I do it to turn my brain into mush but also in part to hurt myself deliberately.
For me, it's always been self-medicating and a coping mechanism. It helps me not feel and numb out everything that is happening in my life. It certainly has not helped my liver and even at this point my kidneys even feel it, but it helps my soul.
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
Its self medication for me. It takes away the pain
 
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amatteroflifeordeath

Electrical engineer born in 1980.
Jul 18, 2018
57
Started 5 minutes ago. Today's the day, drinking vodka with ice cubes. I will get wasted by midnight, it is 17h15 now. I just hope I won't puke.
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
Same time here got 4 pack of polish beer 2 bottles of wine. An off licence across the road and an early morning flight to USA. What could possibly go wrong
 
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amatteroflifeordeath

Electrical engineer born in 1980.
Jul 18, 2018
57
I might call some # later on lol
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
I could get myself shot by a us policeman but I'm wrong colour
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
Well drink with me in this hour friend
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
How come I've just seen that. Any way as we are drinking together what ails you to feel this way
 
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