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amatteroflifeordeath

Electrical engineer born in 1980.
Jul 18, 2018
57
Or I could simply surrendrer to the hunger and order a burger, i would be eating it just like him ..... Oh David what did happen to you? You are not invincible? you are not the father, the protector, the strong man, the guy I used to admire? The hero of my childhood is just a human being fighting against addiction and losing.....

 
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amatteroflifeordeath

Electrical engineer born in 1980.
Jul 18, 2018
57
Where are you? While drunk, I have something to say.
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
I'm in a hotel room at Manchester airport hoping I'm still drunk when I go through security lol
 
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amatteroflifeordeath

Electrical engineer born in 1980.
Jul 18, 2018
57
I am almost crying. I can only cry while drunk, when sober I am so cold, I am cold blooded insensitive asshole (all the pain is hitting inside only) but only when I drink that I can externalise my pain.......................
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
How I feel precisely
Its like you just hold it in all the time then you get that release
. I got no one to release to
Neighbors are getting used to the howling man that night
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
Passed out twice today from drinking. Good times. Horrible times. But drunk times. Round 3.
 
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Nzbeelover

Student
Jul 1, 2018
100
ANYONE SUFFER FROM ALCOHOL INDUCED INSOMNIA
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
Leggless last night. 1 hours sleep and in the Irish bar at Amsterdam airport now
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
ANYONE SUFFER FROM ALCOHOL INDUCED INSOMNIA
Yes it's about getting your timing right for sleep. Get too wasted and you wake early. Please be a responsible alcoholic
 
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amatteroflifeordeath

Electrical engineer born in 1980.
Jul 18, 2018
57
Ended up at mcdonalds yesterday night..........Took fries, cheesburger and nuggets and then slept from 3:00 to 8:30, couldn't sleep more.
 
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amatteroflifeordeath

Electrical engineer born in 1980.
Jul 18, 2018
57
Drinking again while listening to....



I must be wasted already....
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Had a horrible day so I plan to get absolutely shit-faced tonight
 
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nuclearsnake

Student
Jul 11, 2018
145
Had a horrible day so I plan to get absolutely shit-faced tonight

I wish I could do that. I'm all out of alcohol.

I don't want to become addicted although I probably already am. But it's the only thing that can make me feel at least a bit numb and now I don't have any of it left.
Planning on getting some vodka once the stores opened. Maybe it'll give me the courage to end it.
 
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ReleaseMe

I know it's over And it never really began
May 26, 2018
120
Red wine and spliffs
 
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amatteroflifeordeath

Electrical engineer born in 1980.
Jul 18, 2018
57
My skinny body reacts so fast to vodka these days. I am too sensitive, I guess. Am I a man? Am I a woman? I don't know anymore. I don't care anymore. All what really matters is this transclucent vodka bottle.
 
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skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Bump to revive this awesome thread
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
I can't remember how to drop YouTube stuff in here
 
ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
"vanHeineken" ahahaahajahajahajaha i cant even


ahahahajhaha
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
Never smoked a spliff in my life he said. Lots of joints thiugh
 
Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
220
Skit liv not my taste in music but I get it lol
 

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