<3 Goodbye Thread <3

[LeeHooni]

Good luck, i hope you find peace <3

 

[thebelljarrr]

Bye bye. I'll light a candle may its lovely tranquil light accompany you

 

[nightlygem]

Thank you. Maybe if I had been born a different person, if my very existence didn't bring me and others pain, maybe I could back out. I know I'll regret it if I do. My biggest regret is not ctb when I was a kid, when the thoughts first came. I can't go through another 10 years of this.

I just hope it's peaceful and God doesn't hate me for it

God has no room for hatred. You tried your best to live your life, you really did. I promise things will end up okay in the end, regardless of how this ends. He will welcome you with open arms.

 

[Gone soon]

Good luck on your journey

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you peace and freedom from this horrible world.

 

[feelinggloomy]

Heartbreaking ….. I am thinking about you

 

[Traveller12724]

Are you listening to music ? Anything you learned or realized in the end as a summary of life ?

 

[Superdeterminist]

Should we fear god's judgement, when he may have been the very author of our misery in this life? Just something to consider. Maybe he is the enemy.

Anyway, good luck whatever happens. I'm hoping to make an attempt soon myself.

 

[stuck_here]

Really hurts to see people go...I can feel your tears myself..knowing how hard it is, hope you find peace @Pancake1230

 

[Pancake1230]

Are you listening to music ? Anything you learned or realized in the end as a summary of life ?

I have a playlist of my favorite songs playing right now, Anytime Anywhere is on right now.

I'm kinda dumb, I haven't realized anything yet. Maybe once I drink I'll have a epiphany. All I can think of is the pain I'll cause my family. I won't get to see nature or listen to music or laugh again. I don't truly deserve it, but I'll miss those little things that brightened my day. On my way here, I saw pretty fields and clouds in a funny formation.

I hope I see all the things I love someday somehow.
I'm going to begin prepping the sn
the little bottle should be about 100ml
mixed. I'll take the ibuprofen now. I took some earlier for cramps, hopefully it's not too much. I know this will be super salty, I have a peppermint for it. I'm shaking
I just noticed my room provided extra cups, I'll make my 2nd cup now too then

 

[natthebrat]

Good luck, and I'm sorry it's had to come to this. You sound like a very kind person, but if you want to leave it's up to you. I'm autistic also, so I know how it feels. Whatever you do, I hope you'll find peace :)

 

[Pancake1230]

I took a tiny lick, extremely salty wowzers,, hope I don't gag, here goes nothing
It's so fucking salty. My hearts racing
Throat burns peppermint is helping. Breathing in and out
Lying down now
Heart is racing
Crying I need to stop though
My heart won't stop being so hard and fats
Deep breaths I feel restless
Hugging pillow

 

[Gone soon]

I took a tiny lick, extremely salty wowzers,, hope I don't gag, here goes nothing
It's so fucking salty. My hearts racing
Throat burns peppermint is helping. Breathing in and out
Lying down now
Heart is racing
Crying I need to stop though
My heart won't stop being so hard and fats
Deep breaths I feel restless

We're with you holding your hands until you rest

 

[ForsakenShadow]

I took a tiny lick, extremely salty wowzers,, hope I don't gag, here goes nothing
It's so fucking salty. My hearts racing
Throat burns peppermint is helping. Breathing in and out
Lying down now
Heart is racing
Crying I need to stop though
My heart won't stop being so hard and fats
Deep breaths I feel restless
Hugging pillow

I envy your courage. May you find the peace you deserve

 

[Pancake1230]

God help me pleade
Hot
Ear ringing I hear water
Hot
I wanna take clothes of
Ear ringing I hear water
Hot
I wanna take clothes of
Nausea har ti type
Nausea har ti type

 

[LostSoul1965]

God help me pleade
Hot
Ear ringing I hear water
Hot
I wanna take clothes of
Ear ringing I hear water
Hot
I wanna take clothes of

Are you still with us OP? Wishing you the best.

 

[nightlygem]

May you be able to rest peacefully

 

[Gone soon]

I feel like crying now

 

[Traveller12724]

I feel like crying now

I am tearing up too, this fucking unfair life and what it does to good people

 

[Wistful]

Rest well OP.

 

[justwannadip]

I took a tiny lick, extremely salty wowzers,, hope I don't gag, here goes nothing
It's so fucking salty. My hearts racing
Throat burns peppermint is helping. Breathing in and out
Lying down now
Heart is racing
Crying I need to stop though
My heart won't stop being so hard and fats
Deep breaths I feel restless
Hugging pillow

Wish you the best. We're here with you. Wish you could take me with you. Safe travels angel

 

[Unknown21]

Goodbye op, hope at peace now

 

[QueerMelancholy]

Ciao Bella.

 

[divinemistress36]

this sounds very unpleasant I hope OP is at peace now

 

[feelinggloomy]

I'm tearful

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

Are you still with us? What is happening?

 

[Superdeterminist]

this sounds very unpleasant I hope OP is at peace now

He reported nausea, but it's unclear if he vomited. If he didn't vomit then I think that's better than expected, and relatively reassuring, in my opinion. He didn't take any AEs either, afaik

 

[Nikitatos]

Sounds like a success.

 

[chobonzi]

I hope that you find peace in whatever path you choose. If you you succeed i hope that your moments before passing are easy. Goodluck

 

[thetruetato]

Rest in peace.