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Michaelwaev

Michaelwaev

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Sep 1, 2020
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So, really been needing to end my life here for a while, drunk quite a bit of bleach, got high instead. I have a few nooses, however i think they could be... thicker. Any advice on those working would be greatly appreciated. Anyhow, I'm really thinking going to a hotel out of my county so no one finds me, taking about 100 valiums when it's night sometime and get down with it really. Would 100 be a clear deadout do you think. Tried 40 was.. uh surprised that it didn't work. I have a bit of an eating habit though so idk. That may of threw my body in the wrong direction ahah. I also tried about 10-20 diazepams with mdma, knocked myself out somehow. There's been rumours and shit about me about what i did, f*** 'em. I woke up in an ambulance. Hit my head and nose. Anyway im sad my out for bloodloss didn't turn out well either. Anyway... 100 diazepams, will it work? I knew someone else who did them sorta a lot and died there's been a lot of diazepam related deaths in my town so I'm thinking i may kick it this way too. Lmk
 
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ending80

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Aug 31, 2020
42
Are there really a lot of diazepam deaths that you have heard of? I have read it is extremely difficult to die from a benzo overdose. Trust me I've been researching it non stop since early yesterday morning. That was my method of choice now I'm struggling to find another method
 
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DyingAlf

Specialist
Aug 22, 2020
345
If you don't throw them up it might work. Or maybe you'll choke on your vomit which is a more likely way to succeed.
I find, when I've overdosed in the past, that once I'm drugged out of my conscious mind the SI kicks in & I end up phoning for help, with no memory afterwards of having done so (call logs on my phone prove that I have done so).
 
Michaelwaev

Michaelwaev

Student
Sep 1, 2020
115
Yeah in the south west of the uk opoid related ods came really common recently. Id reckon its the the dosage in the drug aswell. I'm gonna trying to get some 10mg diazes
Yee i just need to clock out and not rave really haha
 
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RedDEE

RedDEE

Life sucks and then you die.
May 10, 2019
356
If you don't throw them up it might work. Or maybe you'll choke on your vomit which is a more likely way to succeed.

You're wrong. 100 diazepams will not work. It wouldn't even come close.

Lets get an idea of how much diazepam you'd have to take to die. A lethal dose of diazepam is 720 mg/kg. That means it takes 720mg per kg of your body weight. So an averigh-ish weight for a person is 74 kilograms (165 pounds). So therefore it would take 53,280mg of diazepam to kill you.

You read that right people. 53,280mg.

Lets say your diazepam pills are 10mg per pill.

You'd have to take 5,328 diazepam pills to die. You have 100 diazepam pills? You're 1/53 of the way there.
 
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Michaelwaev

Michaelwaev

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Sep 1, 2020
115
Choking on vom in sleep sounds possible. Im pretty tolarant on drugs vomit wise ngl but it may happen. If not i can get out of my town for a while and chuck a few codis on the way back.
 
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ending80

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Aug 31, 2020
42
I read from a poster here that he took 1000 mg and he's still here posting.
 
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Michaelwaev

Michaelwaev

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Sep 1, 2020
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Eh... people have died on far less though
Is it a matter of doing it for a while?
Also would opoids be a better shout then
 
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RedDEE

RedDEE

Life sucks and then you die.
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Eh... people have died on far less though
Is it a matter of doing it for a while?
Also would opoids be a better shout then


It's not a matter of doing them for a while. It's a matter of combining them with other drugs.

Diazepam alone is not very lethal, but combined with other drugs, it becomes obscenely lethal. Take a huge amount of benzos, along with alcohol AND a large amount of opioids - then you have a killer.
 
Michaelwaev

Michaelwaev

Student
Sep 1, 2020
115
Also would opoids be a better shout then? Also i think people dying on diazies is way more likely where im from because dd
It's not a matter of doing them for a while. It's a matter of combining them with other drugs.

Diazepam alone is not very lethal, but combined with other drugs, it becomes obscenely lethal. Take a huge amount of benzos, along with alcohol AND a large amount of opioids - then you have a killer.


Yeee boi we could be on a winner then. I can get both. And alcohol. Probs best to choise a spirit i suppose eh?
 
Michaelwaev

Michaelwaev

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Sep 1, 2020
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How much codines for instance do you reckon?
 
SleepyTime

SleepyTime

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Oct 10, 2019
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Check out the wiki page on Benzodiazepine overdoses. There is a chart that shows deaths with benzos. What is interesting is that alone benzos are not very lethal, but combined with other CNS depressants become deadly. One chart shows benzo only deaths at about 1,000 and then shows benzos when combined with any opioid at 10,000. So mixing other CNS depressants with benzos is the way to go - it becomes 10x as lethal..
 
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ending80

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Aug 31, 2020
42
Oh I hate being so close but I just can't get opioids. It's so sad. I'm desperate. So many benzos and not an opioid to be found
Oh I hate being so close but I just can't get opioids. It's so sad. I'm desperate. So many benzos and not an opioid to be found
Oh I hate being so close but I just can't get opioids. It's so sad. I'm desperate. So many benzos and not an opioid to be found
And I really have to ctb soon!!!
 
Michaelwaev

Michaelwaev

Student
Sep 1, 2020
115
Yeah buddy, that sounds like a plan.
Oh I hate being so close but I just can't get opioids. It's so sad. I'm desperate. So many benzos and not an opioid to be found


And I really have to ctb soon!!!

Sorry to hear that man.
 
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ending80

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Aug 31, 2020
42
Thanks. Mine isn't just a one day I'll do it thing. It's I HAVE to real soon. Just need some opioids somehow
 
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SleepyTime

SleepyTime

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Oct 10, 2019
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With CNS depressants, the combination of 2 different CNS depressants is not 1 + 1 = 2, but more like 1 + 1 = 3.
And with three different substances it is not 1 + 1 +1 = 3, but more like 1 + 1 + 1 = 6.

Each one acts differently and combining them lead to much more dangerous results and they all interact with each other. It is why every single CNS depressant warns not to mix with alcohol. And why you should be very careful with any two prescribed CNS depressants. And when it comes to alcohol, you don't need a whole bottle, just a single drink is enough to cause concern.
 
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DyingAlf

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Aug 22, 2020
345
You're wrong. 100 diazepams will not work. It wouldn't even come close.

You don't get to tell me "You're wrong" when actually you can't know for sure.
I underlined the word 'might' for a reason, as in it might work but then again it might not.
Other people have died from overdoses that wouldn't usually be enough to kill a person. What if the OP only weighs 45kg? (obv I don't know because I don't know them but I'm guessing you probably don't either) & what if they damaged their internal organs with the bleach? Plus they've had a recent head injury plus they might take the drugs with alcohol. All that adds up to a possibility that they potentially could die (however unlikely it may be). Choking on ones own vomit after taking an overdose happens sometimes too.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Hello sanctoned suicide global family member! 1st my experience, I have been on Klonopin forever and what I know is yes benzos MIGHT casue respiratory system failure. BUT.BUT as far as I am concerned it is a roll of the dice. What various people, including doctors have told me is every person is unique in body AND mind makeup so it might work and it might not. Whatever you choose to do, even though I do not know you I love you as a sanctioned suicide global family member and love and peace to you. Please do NOT listen to oher people talk about you behind your back, I have had that happen most of my life, I am 64 years young, and for me it is like carrying rocks around in a backpack. You are LOVED!!!!!!!
 
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BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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Yeah in the south west of the uk opoid related ods came really common recently. Id reckon its the the dosage in the drug aswell. I'm gonna trying to get some 10mg diazes
Yee i just need to clock out and not rave really haha
Hey fellow south westie! Not much to add other than benzos aren't likely to do much to you. Welcome to the forum as well :heart:
 
Michaelwaev

Michaelwaev

Student
Sep 1, 2020
115
Thanks. Mine isn't just a one day I'll do it thing. It's I HAVE to real soon. Just need some opioids somehow

Me too buddy i wanna see my end of this world. And i want it so so soon. Hang on in there it can happen.
 
Tigeress Lost

Tigeress Lost

Lost Tigeress In A Human Body
Jul 30, 2020
196
Hi Friend
I've Done Benzodiazepine OD'S Just Acted Weird For A While Or Slept 2 days You Don't ctb with them
I've Done Opioids OD's & Either Vomit It Up Or Fallen Asleep Ended Up Super Drowsy And Itchy If I Get Severe Pain Now Just For A Painkiller Use I Still Get Itchy
Carbamazepine If Taken Enough That's A Killer As A OD But I Did Vomit & My Mate Called 999 They Kicked The Door End Otherwise Yeah I Would Have ctb I had 5% Chance Left The Hospital Told My Mum
So Fxxk Prescription Drugs My Next Method To ctb is SN

I'm Positive This Time I Will ctb
Good Luck To You On whatever path you choose x
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Sounds unreliable to me. You likely just vomit most of it up, pass out, and wake up feeling like a truck hit you. Pills + hanging just Seems better to me, so when you pass out you hang, and less meds needed
 
RedDEE

RedDEE

Life sucks and then you die.
May 10, 2019
356
You don't get to tell me "You're wrong" when actually you can't know for sure.
I underlined the word 'might' for a reason, as in it might work but then again it might not.

Using your logic, a grain of sand "might" kill him. Jumping off a 10 foot roof "might" kill him. Sticking a carrot up his ass "might" kill him.

You don't get to go around on this forum spreading blatantly false information.

You were wrong, get over it.
 
Michaelwaev

Michaelwaev

Student
Sep 1, 2020
115
Check out the wiki page on Benzodiazepine overdoses. There is a chart that shows deaths with benzos. What is interesting is that alone benzos are not very lethal, but combined with other CNS depressants become deadly. One chart shows benzo only deaths at about 1,000 and then shows benzos when combined with any opioid at 10,000. So mixing other CNS depressants with benzos is the way to go - it becomes 10x as lethal..

Could you possibly send this link please?
Using your logic, a grain of sand "might" kill him. Jumping off a 10 foot roof "might" kill him. Sticking a carrot up his ass "might" kill him.

You don't get to go around on this forum spreading blatantly false information.

You were wrong, get over it.

Whatever science is to one's body i suppose ay?
 
Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
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Using your logic, a grain of sand "might" kill him. Jumping off a 10 foot roof "might" kill him. Sticking a carrot up his ass "might" kill him.

You don't get to go around on this forum spreading blatantly false information.

You were wrong, get over it.
Carrot up the arse? Is that actually a method as i have access to carrots as i live near a supermarket. Do they have to be organic or does it not matter? Cooked or raw ?