0-100% How ready are you to go?

[3/4Dead]

75%
A confirmed method will make it 80% but then it's just about waiting for the right time

 

[save]

100%

preferably in my sleep, quick, painless and no one is hurt in the process

 

[buyersremorse]

idk, i havent apologised/thanked my friends or philosophy teacher an everyone else influential in my life yet, and can't leave without it. minus that, probably like 50% physically ready (as in prepared plan-wise, since SN is almost impossible where i am and don't have other methods in mind besides hanging or train maybe) but in terms of mentally prepared, 90%. i don't see a future in store for me. i say that, yet whenever i want to do something all 'fuck it' like talk back to the people ive sucked up to for years, something stops me, like a mental block idk, lack of courage maybe. im gonna wait until i completely lose that shred of self-preservation, then thank everyone, apologise, then go all out and fuck off. forever. disappear.

 

[untothedepths]

75%. My way out isn't pleasant, and need to pick between necessary "evils". Could wait for life's inevitable "push me over the edge" moment too. Someone's death, finances are shit, ect. I think one more unpleasant comment about me could do it.

 

[Demian]

97%

 

[druggedonsurvival]

Like 85% method-wise, maybe 63% mentally. The latter tends to change but I guess it's been lower since I've just been distracted with youtube and shit. I know in my mind that things haven't gotten better, but if I can distract myself for long enough, I can forget it for a moment.

 

[Unknown21]

70-80%

 

[Meteora]

It varies from 50% to 99%. That makes it hard to really decide.

 

[tristis_melodiam]

25% on some days when I'm a bit more happy, 75% when i'm going through emotional breakdowns

 

[tbroken]

100%.
Lately I'm thinking that I'm an error.
My parents could have lived normal and good lives without me and then I was born
They had their families, their passions, their job.I shouldn't have existed. I dropped also my passions and a girl i found when i was working abroad,i don't have these many reasons to live anymore...
I'm surrounded also by entitled middle class pll, drug dealers and drug abusers... It is not the best life out there...

 

[NSA]

In practice 0. It's a catch 22. Need exec function to buy my shit, if I had exec function I stop wanting to die and so dont buy my shit. Fuck adhd.

 

[Venessolotic]

100%

I'm depressed all the god damn time and I can't live like this anymore.

 

[AlternativeBagel]

70%

 

[DeletedUser]

89%

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

100% for the method, about 50% psychologically at the moment. Still have some hope (likely false) and don't want to betray my beloved cats. There are people who will care for them after I'm gone, though I love them and they love me.