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Suicide Discussion

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please help me feel better theres a loud storm outside just now that is bothering me i tried to ctb twice already, my ankles hurt
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725
thereisnoone
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P
Discussion Would VAD (v’s ctb) really make a difference for family?
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5
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619
PhDone
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i cant take this shit anymore the storm is still ongoing im going to ctb right now, i must ctb to escape this fucking hell
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7
Views
420
dnrlexola
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zekeyaeger
Help Is Lab Reagent labeled SN okay?
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2
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450
zekeyaeger
zekeyaeger
Awesomefoid67
Help Alcohol interaction with SN?
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7
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641
PhDone
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Sans
Discussion Would this be feasible?
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3
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433
Sans
Sans
Rudi
Help I feel so empty and lost right now
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4
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549
Rudi
Rudi
Misanthrope0000
Venting The only reason why I wanna die is because of my country I can't stand living in this hellhole anymore I can't do this anymore
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7
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1K
Aloneandinpain
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Limited options, limited time, could use some advice...
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0
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594
ThePlanIsInMotion
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patheticq
Venting Truly isolated.
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8
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580
brokeandbroken
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sugarb
Venting Sugar’s Open Diary
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88
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6K
potablewater784
potablewater784
notsohpy
Venting Why do I feel Like this?
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1
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358
Biblom2000
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maka
Got my dream job, yet still want to die incredibly bad. And I feel so selfish for it.
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5
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894
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
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SN Storage/Containers
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5
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607
SA1994EC
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Mush4ever
Losing my soulmate
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4
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501
Anhaedra
Anhaedra
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If N can be bought otc in Peru,
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21
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3K
Talvikki
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Anyone from Switzerland?
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14
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726
illAF
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mapleboy
Goodbye thread for "P"
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37
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4K
Rational Actor
Rational Actor
VentureOverwatch
Method I have decided to CTB on November 30th, where's the most fatal place to stab myself.
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1
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719
kingfool316
kingfool316
lonely&trapped.
Venting I feel bad I can't kill myself
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13
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1K
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
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Discussion I don't know if this was posted before
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5
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556
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
-nobodyknows-
I don’t want to die
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6
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646
AAE
AAE
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the storm is just very loud and its scaring me, i already attempted to ctb but failed
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24
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699
Rudi
Rudi
W
Help No one talked about self immolation
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9
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1K
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
Help PPH
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0
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302
OnlyOneSolution
OnlyOneSolution
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I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE I SELF HARMED AGAIN, I DID ANOTHER CUT I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE GIVE ME SHIT SO I CAN CALM DOWN I CANT
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2
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415
Rudi
Rudi
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Help going to ctb right now, cant handle the storm what can i do with all my stuff before i ctb
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0
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244
FriendDeath
F
CTB Dream
Venting Socl nonsns
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1
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388
Chaosire
Chaosire
F
Venting im tired of this fucking weather, i give up, ill self harm until i bleed all of it, i will fucking do it i cant fucking take it anymore
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0
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218
FriendDeath
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I have no friends, no family, and I'm almost sure I'll be going to jail for years for a crime I committed. Why shouldn't I give up and commit suicide?
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4
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532
Username1359751
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A
I think I made my decision
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2
Views
502
WallowingWillow
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NeoN0va
Venting I'm taking a break.
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1
Views
427
SVEN
SVEN
I
Intentional overdose
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5
Views
441
its_so_over
I
struggles_inc
Venting We broke up
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2
Views
356
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
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Failed suicide attempt causing brain damage
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0
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751
hollywhite13
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Maw
Discussion Does the partners megathread actually work?
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9
Views
813
Maw
Maw
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Recent Experience with SN
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95
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7K
howunfortunateforme
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iwantoutx
"Dating" an ai character made it even worse
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20
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1K
sevennn
sevennn
iloveyouihateyou
Venting riding the high of desperate attempts at human connection
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0
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341
iloveyouihateyou
iloveyouihateyou
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I don't want my mom to be sad
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13
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774
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
mellowdependency
Antiemetics without prescription
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1
Views
340
Chaosire
Chaosire
ctemourge
question about SN method & parts of my plan.
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6
Views
958
LunarLight
LunarLight
zekeyaeger
Venting Existence is pain and I just rot in my room like a garbage human.
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24
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1K
Chaosire
Chaosire
K
An event in my life happened, and I'm now certain that I will be catching the bus
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7
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774
NegevChina
NegevChina
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If you are reading this, I have made it!
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30
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2K
Coringa
Coringa
marysienka
  • Question
Method OD by lamotrygine
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0
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460
marysienka
marysienka
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Anxious asf
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1
Views
298
Forever Sleep
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divinemistress87
Living with family ctb
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0
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322
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
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Side effects of cutting
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16
Views
675
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Iris Blue
Would I rather live and suffer than hurting the ones I love and who love me?
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1
Views
500
Anhaedra
Anhaedra
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