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Suicide Discussion

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Venting Body dysmorphia
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3
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524
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
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  • Question
Are the cops likely to show up to my door if I order SN in the US?
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8
Views
606
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
MisterOGBongWater
The worst part about getting better is how scary it feels when you fall again
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0
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303
MisterOGBongWater
MisterOGBongWater
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Denied
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0
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256
lacrimosa
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Velvet Fortress
Help My only CTB option scares the sh** out of me
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21
Views
1K
emma99
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huntermellow
Venting i don’t want things to get better
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7
Views
826
sugarb
sugarb
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Venting Why is this so hard? Losing my mind searching for SN
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37
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5K
emma99
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W
Help OD and Bag
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5
Views
808
wanttodie12345
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Feux
Do you feel like you’ve wasted potential?
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67
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3K
rotten
rotten
blessforus
Sn arrived finaly
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6
Views
497
Jeav
Jeav
qualityOV3Rquantity
Venting I'm totally trapped
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4
Views
460
GuessWhosBack
GuessWhosBack
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Venting This isn't good bye yet
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2
Views
334
Imagined_Euphoria
Imagined_Euphoria
M
Blind people who wanna ctb
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9
Views
538
ur8ndom
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E
i really hate people
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19
Views
927
GuessWhosBack
GuessWhosBack
shotgun
Venting i can't get rid of it
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4
Views
619
ur8ndom
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beyondeternal
Those, who does not have precise plans regarding ctb - what makes you try to move on?
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6
Views
782
Hotsackage
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Amaree
Help Overly cautious or reasonable concern?
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10
Views
687
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
bussy
Help do the police take away suicide notes/ letters?
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16
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1K
wanttodie12345
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Discussion anyone else feel traumatized from a hold?
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3
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569
SoulWhisperer
SoulWhisperer
BodyOfDaffodil
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10
Views
819
OrphicEnd
OrphicEnd
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Venting I'm ready when life is.
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2
Views
412
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
_Gollum_
Discussion Are we missing something? Taken aback by reaction to MAID
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10
Views
908
derpyderpins
derpyderpins
Lost Magic
I've never felt this defeated
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0
Views
233
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
Blackoutchange
Help Paracetamol and alcohol
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8
Views
821
Priestess
Priestess
nembutal
“i can’t believe i didn’t see the signs” “i wish i could have done something to help”
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7
Views
905
nembutal
nembutal
P
Anyone else not CTB only because of your kids?
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3
Views
356
kyhoti
kyhoti
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Can someone help me with testing the purity of sn?
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5
Views
875
Freedomatlast24
Freedomatlast24
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
I hate having such niche and rare problems that are pushing me to ctb
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5
Views
2K
bananemitmilch
bananemitmilch
annasplight
Story What brought annasplight here?
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4
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1K
Arahant
Arahant
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drug and alcohol is such a bitch.
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2
Views
274
kyhoti
kyhoti
L
Venting 4 days
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73
Views
6K
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
danzk
What's your favorite song about suicide?
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40
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1K
Daydream Believer
Daydream Believer
L
Help Will Argon work for an exit bag?
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4
Views
744
blacksand
blacksand
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Being Discovered
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3
Views
353
eashanm
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A
Venting Tired Of this Life
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4
Views
447
Anomaly_death48
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ijustwishtodie
Venting Me living with overprotective asian parents is so annoying
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23
Views
1K
itsactuallyover127
itsactuallyover127
itsactuallyover127
insulin
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4
Views
559
itsactuallyover127
itsactuallyover127
szatoruxx
Story might ctb from this
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0
Views
414
szatoruxx
szatoruxx
F
Venting Don't know what to do anymore.
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1
Views
536
UnrulyNightmare
UnrulyNightmare
a.hamza.13
Discussion My 500g SN has arrived today but I have some concerns about it.
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9
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2K
Fakefriendhate_Maxx
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Worried I’ll never CTB.
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7
Views
551
DeathSleep
DeathSleep
BojackH
Help Hanging
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4
Views
553
Worndown
Worndown
drag201
Venting Everything ready, cant bring myself to do it
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8
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1K
pulleditnearlyoff
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Blackoutchange
Help Slitting wrists
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5
Views
525
Blackoutchange
Blackoutchange
FuneralCry
Venting I hate the assumption that all suicidal people don’t really want to die
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14
Views
917
emma99
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Weather conditions in relation to CTB
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1
Views
304
andreamysk
andreamysk
ringo99
I have BPD. Never had a chance in life
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1
Views
427
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lestat_201
I hurt myself again
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1
Views
370
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
happynot
Method Just asking
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6
Views
840
happynot
happynot
restingplace
Help Made my decision,
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8
Views
550
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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