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complex

Exhausted
Aug 22, 2024
135
Some of u may know me many may not and a lot don't want to and thats all ok. The other week i FAILED an attempt by gagging on my SN and swallowing NONE!!!! And puking any i did swallow! Not my first failure not just in suicide but in life and i am tired of being this embarrassment and so pathetic and a utter failure and having more and more seeing that. I can't go on i just can't!
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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You didn't fail!
You just haven't succeeded yet & only need to once.
Please don't be embarrassed.
There's no shame.🌹💔
 
N7_Alliance_Marine

N7_Alliance_Marine

Student
Sep 29, 2024
103
At least you're not dead. This is one of the only times being a failure has been helpful for your life. I'm a failure too in pretty much everything. I just do whatever I can to not think about it by gaming pretty much all day 24/7. Anytime I start to think about it again I just game some more. Do whatever you can to cope.
 
TraumaEscapee:)

TraumaEscapee:)

I hate my birth family
Apr 30, 2023
216
Did you take metoclopramide and did all the measurements correctly?
 

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