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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
ilovemymelody1998
Venting Does anyone else feel embarrassed or ashamed of feeling so defeated by life?
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7
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1K
sevennn
sevennn
chronicdissosiation
Venting indifferent after my suicide attempt
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5
Views
694
JustA_LittlePerson
JustA_LittlePerson
B
Identity
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3
Views
433
brokeandbroken
B
kotonearisato
  • Question
Help Amitriptyline question
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2
Views
485
kotonearisato
kotonearisato
futurebuscatcher
Help Partial Suspension Plans— Opinions needed.
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0
Views
268
futurebuscatcher
futurebuscatcher
qualityOV3Rquantity
How can my family expect me to go on with a permanent physical illness?
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12
Views
777
sevennn
sevennn
H
Method Carbon monoxide
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45
Views
3K
A Dream of a Dream
A Dream of a Dream
sundown12
Another SN question
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6
Views
415
Plato'sCaveDweller
Plato'sCaveDweller
Praying 4 a Miracle
  • Locked
YOU are an amazing person! Pain & suffering does NOT change this fact, & there is no one in the universe who is exactly like you! DO YOU AGREE?
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41
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2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
Slark
depression
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8
Views
420
Just_Another_Person
Just_Another_Person
UndeadSpectre
  • Poll
Discussion Are you a incel?
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43
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3K
sceáwere
sceáwere
zurukunai
SN measurements and meds
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7
Views
893
sadlittleman32
sadlittleman32
h4nah4ki
goodbye
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24
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1K
Worndown
Worndown
CTB Dream
Venting Time travel
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20
Views
928
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
canyounotbesad
If I can't help myself or expect people to help me, what is the point of trying?
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3
Views
439
mint
mint
RoadBLOCK
forever alone?
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12
Views
679
RoadBLOCK
RoadBLOCK
RoadBLOCK
Love at first sight (big Hollywood lie)
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2
Views
288
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
RoadBLOCK
Who am I?
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5
Views
599
RoadBLOCK
RoadBLOCK
SmallKoy
Venting Yep venting
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0
Views
291
SmallKoy
SmallKoy
C
How to think of something other than ctb
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3
Views
310
Darkover
Darkover
i_miss_my_dad
What SN are you supposed to buy?
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0
Views
426
i_miss_my_dad
i_miss_my_dad
Plato'sCaveDweller
  • Locked
  • Question
Discussion I've just placed my order with DMC, and I could really use some reassurance.
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43
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4K
tankapi
T
acdef0
Venting my fear of being alone is ruining my life
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2
Views
544
Waterfall500
Waterfall500
C
Suicide by hanging, painfull ?
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20
Views
2K
shadow999
shadow999
meltskelt
Venting Just bought SN
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5
Views
590
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
memoriesofyesterday
For those who have voluntarily entered a mental health facility...can you smoke?
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15
Views
582
heliophobic
heliophobic
TransfemCutter
Story I love my gf
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2
Views
355
Davey40210
Davey40210
Mooncry
Mark your calendars 🤍
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4
Views
540
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
N
Wrecking ball
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0
Views
321
nextstepdeath
N
CTB Dream
Venting Connect
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3
Views
507
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
pearlfountain
any1 able to pm me an SN source that ships to UK ?
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1
Views
308
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
uk_buscatcher_522
Anyone successfully got SN sent to a PO Box?
Replies
2
Views
490
pearlfountain
pearlfountain
themonkeymaan
Venting Goodbye
Replies
9
Views
758
maynoname
maynoname
Reflection
Venting How I realized it was over
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0
Views
337
Reflection
Reflection
NegevChina
Venting Time is running out for me
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18
Views
965
justpathetic
justpathetic
Awesomefoid67
Venting Quantum immortality as a concept is terrifying
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21
Views
1K
Kali_Yuga13
Kali_Yuga13
Darkover
Venting "It gets better" I've wanted to die for 8 years now. 9 soon. It still hasn't gotten better.
Replies
9
Views
666
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
Tommen Baratheon
Story Belgian actor fighting against unbearable mental suffering chooses euthanasia
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5
Views
855
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
Joker2003
Help Does CTB with a shotgun have the highest success rate?
Replies
7
Views
1K
Neowise
Neowise
N
Disliked all my life
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5
Views
382
nextstepdeath
N
T
What are some ways to hint at suicide to others?
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12
Views
579
Reflection
Reflection
ceriseange♡
Venting im sorry I always get worse
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2
Views
369
ceriseange♡
ceriseange♡
uk_buscatcher_522
WARNING: UK PO Boxes
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1
Views
484
ThatGuyOverThere
ThatGuyOverThere
A
Venting Ctbing with my sister in couple of days. I need some feedback please 🙏
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10
Views
1K
A Dream of a Dream
A Dream of a Dream
sevennn
Venting my life is over
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5
Views
758
sevennn
sevennn
Iwashereonce
Venting Im doing it before November
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2
Views
325
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
justpathetic
Fingers crossed Helene takes me out
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3
Views
370
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
hesitation
Venting Coming over a hump.
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0
Views
392
hesitation
hesitation
C
My goodbye post - SN
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23
Views
2K
sevennn
sevennn
M
Venting Anyone else got PGAD and is now extremely suicidal? I can't keep up anymore
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3
Views
809
NegevChina
NegevChina
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