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That's what I believe could happen as I think time is cyclical, not linear: only our perception of it is. Nietzsche's theory of eternal return in Thus Spake Zarathustra. "This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more' ... Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus?"
I would prefer it to the thought of permanent non existence after death and it means I get to relive the best times of my life again. But I would hope to be able to make different choices next time. I can see why some would just prefer non existence.
Have you seen the movie Butterfly Effect? That was the original ending of the movie before they realised it was too depressing. It's still in the director's cut.
The idea of reliving all the things that brought me to this point sounds tiresome at best, and torturous at worst. Even if I could make different choices, I don't trust they would actually work out the way I think they would. Unforeseen consequences were a huge part of my actual life, and I suspect they would also be a part of a redo version of my life.
Do I get the choice to be born with a normal brain?
If not I'll just keep singing Pet Sematary (Ramones on a loop.
I don't wanna be buried in a pet cemetery
I don't want to live my life again
I don't wanna be buried in a pet cemetery
I don't want to live my life again
As this is just going to be my life from the start again, I think I would rather just continue my life now than go through some of the torture in my early life such as school. I would rather not have to go through with that again and put the effort into dealing with my life how it is now. I want to kill myself to escape life all together, not to do this shit again but if this hypothetical thing happened, suicide would be pointless.
If I had to live the exact same life without ability to avoid mistakes, I wouldn't kill myself because that would put me in a time loop where I always end up being suicidal.
Although my life up to this point has been pretty good for the most part, and it will probably be miserable from here to the end. So maybe I'm actually better off reliving the happier half of my life. The question would be what happens if I stuck with it until natural death, would that break the loop?
It would really suck if the universe worked that way, now I have a new after-death nightmare scenario to worry about.
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