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Sunn Rowan

Sunn Rowan

The Favourite Child~
Jul 31, 2025
27
See, i have felt pulse under my neck
I tried partial hanging through door knob
It made me feel very suffocated even if i can breathe and some very heavy and tightening sensation in my head.
And i tried it for 30 secs or more
But i didn't gone under unconsciousness

Now am thinking to try on the ceiling fan.
Can anyone tell;
Where exactly to place the knot
Where to place the loop
Where to lean
How will i know if it's working
How long at maximum i have to wait
What will i go through and feel like

Is there anything you'd recommend to overlook or like make it more "quieter"

Or if anyone would like to show visuals for better understanding. I'd be very grateful

Please anyone help me..
I just wanna escape from all this torment and daily torture of just existing..
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
835
 
Sunn Rowan

Sunn Rowan

The Favourite Child~
Jul 31, 2025
27
No, like, i did read them
I just needed more assurance from the one's who actually experienced or smth
And like specific data abt what i asked
Oh wait
Some of em i didnt read
THANKSSS
IT MIGHT HELPP!!
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
835
No, like, i did read them
I just needed more assurance from the one's who actually experienced or smth
And like specific data abt what i asked

Oh wait
Some of em i didnt read
THANKSSS
IT MIGHT HELPP!!
much info in the comments too
 

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