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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
toxicjester
Discussion Are you afraid your feelings for wanting to CTB are dumb? How do you cope?
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16
Views
3K
FoxSauce
FoxSauce
FlREWORK
What can I do to dimish my loved one pain
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5
Views
752
Skylar6
S
S
Venting I'm very sick, hopeless, have an exit plan but still have a fear of death and non-existence
Replies
12
Views
2K
sickboy55
S
Tonic_Secrecy
SN questions for when mine arrives
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5
Views
890
Blue Ocean
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DivineSpark
Humans are capable of such evil.
Replies
8
Views
440
human909
human909
T
Venting I'm almost at the end of the road
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1
Views
502
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
  • Question
SN source in Pune/India
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3
Views
617
Confusedsoul12345
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M
Help For DMC... what kind of PO box you guys use? USPS?
Replies
5
Views
497
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
I
Venting I wish I had a gun
Replies
16
Views
2K
MercenariesofMidgar
M
P
Buprenorphine (Suboxone/Subutex) tabs and SN
Replies
7
Views
682
Peter Skellern
P
ShesPunishedForever
Discussion How long does it take for DMC to accept amazon gift card payment?
Replies
8
Views
1K
onmywaytothebusstop
onmywaytothebusstop
rubyharv
Does This Place Remind You of alt.suicide.holiday, or "ASH"?
Replies
7
Views
726
J&L383
J
loveable_lamb
Venting Tasting the medicine
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0
Views
290
loveable_lamb
loveable_lamb
TinySlitsThatScream
Venting my cat just got diagnosed with cancer right before my due date
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1
Views
558
tiredoflife2
T
ImNotReal
Anyone order from DMC using the Airbnb?
Replies
10
Views
663
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
R
material used for rope-full hanging
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1
Views
474
NonEssential
NonEssential
opheliaoveragain
thinking about the end
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6
Views
565
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
onmywaytothebusstop
Method SN - Bromazolam -> how much and when?
Replies
2
Views
468
onmywaytothebusstop
onmywaytothebusstop
Ashu
Kafka on suicide and non-suicide
Replies
2
Views
377
Yakui
Yakui
Snowstorm
There's officially no way out that won't ruin the lives of people close to me.
Replies
16
Views
996
curiouscvnt
curiouscvnt
Jisatsu
WISE method to buy from DMC
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6
Views
561
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
R
SN onset time
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3
Views
737
sweetcreep
sweetcreep
GoSan1
Discussion Creation and existence don't seem as perfect as they are supposed to be.
Replies
14
Views
1K
GoSan1
GoSan1
-nobodyknows-
Why do I exist?
Replies
5
Views
753
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
BlueButterfly111
At some point you come to the conclusion that suicide is the only solution
Replies
7
Views
793
BlueButterfly111
BlueButterfly111
charcoalcat
Discussion Do you think believing in the afterlife makes it easier to ctb?
Replies
15
Views
696
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
JustHere1
Goodbye Post
Replies
29
Views
3K
Temporary Breakway
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Gstreater
Story How i got arrested and being back and forth in court for a year
Replies
4
Views
1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
sobsob
i think i found DMC
Replies
4
Views
656
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Nervous young man
Venting Mental health "professionals" insist on spam calling me.
Replies
6
Views
661
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
T
Venting My goodbye thread
Replies
10
Views
735
CatLvr
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dazed.daydreamer
What is the End Goal of Recovery?
Replies
11
Views
548
WatchmeBurn
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ShatteredSerenity
  • Poll
Poll: Would you joint a New Age cult if they provided means for peaceful death with 100% certainty?
Replies
31
Views
2K
LigottiIsRight
LigottiIsRight
S
Venting "It gets better" is survivorship bias
Replies
19
Views
950
slowdance
S
Anonymousa
Venting I hate I literally can't do anything right now to improve my situation
Replies
13
Views
845
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
futurebuscatcher
Venting I think i may have bpd and I hate it.
Replies
0
Views
482
futurebuscatcher
futurebuscatcher
LXR515
Venting I wish I could die so fucking bad I can’t imagine living the rest of my life like this
Replies
4
Views
662
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
fawn.
Partial hanging failed. Oh well.
Replies
2
Views
798
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ImNotReal
Just got paid, bout to order SN
Replies
9
Views
483
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Decayed
waiting till January
Replies
1
Views
493
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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dmc sn possible welfare check UK
Replies
9
Views
1K
Blue Ocean
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Arin
Venting Unbearable
Replies
1
Views
502
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Busridin'26
Venting Everything feels so... hopeless in ways.
Replies
6
Views
481
Kassender
Kassender
SadFoxDreamer83
What do you think of Aokigahara forest?
Replies
6
Views
543
Yume Nikki
Yume Nikki
Jisatsu
Discussion Goodbye threads
Replies
22
Views
1K
kitchenwindow197
kitchenwindow197
cazza82
Why do I always fall for the professionals shit that they care
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0
Views
308
cazza82
cazza82
N
Discussion DAE want to ctb because they're worried that in the future they won't be able to?
Replies
1
Views
337
Forever Sleep
F
ImNotReal
Does the DMC package have like a label on it?
Replies
10
Views
740
Alitaaqua6781
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fawnfurever
Help DMC website confirmation + purchase procedure
Replies
1
Views
810
MercenariesofMidgar
M
K
  • Question
Committing suicide under radar
Replies
15
Views
1K
nembutaldream
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