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Suicide Discussion

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Method I finally learned how deodorant huffing must be done before drowning. Hope I am correct
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curiousbeing
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It's so weird having to ctb but having a reason to stay
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2
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282
mirage
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Anonymousa
Venting I am sick and tired of living (Failed Goodbye)
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20
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2K
yaa
yaa
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Discussion there is no way god exist
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33
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3K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
yaa
Venting I feel guilty
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2
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354
yaa
yaa
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I want to CTB
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17
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974
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
yaa
Discussion a peek at the elites convos
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5
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520
yaa
yaa
AFinalJourney
Venting Ctb on my birthday
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4
Views
421
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
rei00
  • Question
Method norco
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3
Views
635
rei00
rei00
BlueberrySylv
Help a little question about how SN makes you unconscious.
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3
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678
BlueberrySylv
BlueberrySylv
I
NSFW (NFSW + Venting) Wish i didn't feel the need everyday
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0
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499
itried_
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darkprincess_21
As someone who wish to seek help I will forever defend this website
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8
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762
ThisIsMe1357
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  • Question
Passive Vs active
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2
Views
356
soonnotkoei
soonnotkoei
TAW122
[Article] “It’s better to (neither) ask for forgiveness (nor) permission (when it comes to CTB).”
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2
Views
679
Chinaski
Chinaski
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Have you ever watched a video of someone dying or committing suicide? What drew you to watch?
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52
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3K
Kali_Yuga13
Kali_Yuga13
MeowTheFlemishCat
Discussion Im actually grateful I existed
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8
Views
648
Amarajoy
Amarajoy
FireFox
My ability to trust people is gone because of everything that older man put me through
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0
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495
FireFox
FireFox
Kriegsman
Does it make me a bad person that I didn't have cancer and I am depressed over it?
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3
Views
304
pleroman
pleroman
d-tea
Help How do you actually talk about your issues?
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1
Views
508
SVEN
SVEN
SomewhereAlongThe
I'm Nervous
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7
Views
664
Whydaddy
Whydaddy
zezo
Venting Fuck you
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1
Views
568
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
darkshadownice
Is SN from DMC legit
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4
Views
587
voir2
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meltskelt
Venting I can't have a good moment without feeling suicidal
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0
Views
416
meltskelt
meltskelt
restingplace
Discussion Life is unexciting
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6
Views
554
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
A
SN protocol and alcohol
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3
Views
430
death_bed221
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fkyou
Discussion My sister gave birth
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1
Views
315
identity0
identity0
A
Venting Memory problems/deficits
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0
Views
290
ALonelyFreak
A
Anonslostsoul
Venting Afraid of growing up
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2
Views
383
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
kamikaze_shark04
What are some reasons to CTB?
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12
Views
624
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
t0rch
  • Question
Method SN no Benzo? (UK)
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7
Views
819
death_bed221
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my endless blue
courage to do the right thing
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4
Views
384
my endless blue
my endless blue
nomoredolor
Discussion I wish my loved ones understood (but I’m glad they don’t)
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2
Views
431
Lotus
Lotus
Xanabby
Lost my perfect ctb partner
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7
Views
911
Xanabby
Xanabby
Davey36000
Be careful with heroin/fent
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19
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2K
endofline2010
endofline2010
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Discussion Did u parents even confront u about ur depression and suicide ideation ?
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1
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290
SoulWhisperer
SoulWhisperer
Salting the wounds
Do you have mental illness and feel guilty about it?
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14
Views
919
mrelief82
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imsotired005
Venting Im so tired
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0
Views
493
imsotired005
imsotired005
zekeyaeger
Venting I will go nuts if I don't CTB asap.
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6
Views
468
astr4
astr4
i love yoshi ^-^
hanging seems like the best choice for me
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14
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1K
TheoPhage
TheoPhage
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What kind of rope will I need to buy if I was to ctb by hanging?
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12
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1K
TheoPhage
TheoPhage
ScaredOfMachines
Venting Connecting with others
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1
Views
491
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
mellowdependency
What is in your CTB kit?
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18
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2K
youpi
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Help I feel like I’ll never be able to kill myself
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18
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1K
chickentodie
chickentodie
ItsyBitsyWeetard
quick question about SN
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2
Views
496
ItsyBitsyWeetard
ItsyBitsyWeetard
FakeSmileGuy
I don't even get hungry anymore
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6
Views
483
TheoPhage
TheoPhage
K
Discussion Medical induced coma
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8
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5K
Forveleth
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OneEyedUK
Venting DARKNESS AND THE LIGHT
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6
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3K
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
FinalVoid25
Work is the most triggering for my suicidal desire
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8
Views
879
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
Moonlight Roses
I want a CTB Partner
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6
Views
878
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
persecutedzombie99
italy
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1
Views
552
Young
Young
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