Discussion I wanna send my ex a video while i ctb so she knows the big role she played??

[Bradux512]

I want her to know that she's responsible for the loss of my life... she keeps running away from her wrong, she keeps my kid away from me for saying one small thing that's not to her liking, she acts like my last 2 attempts, a week apart, and both times I was hospitalized , is just nothing "attention seeking "... she deserves to know what's she's done,but I'm not sure if she'll feel any remorse

 

[montanatype]

bruh

 

[Darkover]

impossible how can you record a video of you dying and then send it, if you do a live stream of your death maybe someone will download it and re-upload it the internet for everyone to see not sure how you could achieve this though

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

This is just me, you can obviously do whatever you want with your own life, but I wouldn't. There's a chance she just won't care but on the off chance she does and you're mid catching the bus and she decides to call 911 on you what would the plan be? Does she know where you live? Or are you catching the bus somewhere she won't know where you are?

 

[bankai]

I wouldn't do it in this case. I'll tell you why. You have a kid involved. Don't leave any video of you doing this. If you didn't have the kid. I wouldn't care.

 

[Esc9434]

She could be NPD, so she isn't going to care.

Tell your trusted family and friends about her in your ctb note.

If they love you, then they will make her pay in some type of way.

 

[leandra]

That wouldn't change much for a person like that. It'll just be traumatizing for your kid. Suicide should be about one's self and not others. I have a similar experience trust me and I'd love to ruin their live just like they did mine but ultimately that wouldn't be of much help for me would it. It'll just leave more hatred in the world

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I think it's a great idea. She won't feel remorse but so what.

 

[bananaolympus]

I would advise against filming yourself if you decide to ctb a letter or a post in her social media is enough imagine your kid somehow watches the video it will be horrible

 

[J&L383]

This is just me, you can obviously do whatever you want with your own life, but I wouldn't. There's a chance she just won't care but on the off chance she does and you're mid catching the bus and she decides to call 911 on you what would the plan be? Does she know where you live? Or are you catching the bus somewhere she won't know where you are?

I don't like that idea either. Sounds too risky. Just keep it quiet and let the act speak for itself.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Wow. I don't know what to say. I do hope you find your peace, though, however you have to get there.

 

[ella24]

First, she wouldnt care.
Second, that kid will be 18 one day and then you will want to be around to spend time together.
I know now you want her to feel bad for what is doing to you and there is a chance that she wont give a sh*t.
But your kid will never forgive you. Give time some time.
Take care!

 

[HereWeGo!]

Please don't film it and send it to her. Not a good idea at all!

 

[apict]

A moral society would be about forgiveness, not revenge. So, because of that, my personal take is that your proposed end would be amoral. Do what you want for yourself. As to your ex: the heck with her.