Last night I planned to ctb by the usage of a firearm. I was laying face down, closed my eyes, sneezed the bullet grazed my ear and hit the wall. When it happened, I didn't know what to feel. I no longer want to go the route of using a firearm b/c I feel there' way to many opportunities for me to live and have to deal w/ the consequences and shame of having to live with the damage if I don't succeed.
I think now I will do the exit bag method with n2. I bought a 40 cubic foot cyclinder and all the supplies. Has anyone attempted this and lived? I would like any knowledge or experiences you feel would be helpful.
I think now I will do the exit bag method with n2. I bought a 40 cubic foot cyclinder and all the supplies. Has anyone attempted this and lived? I would like any knowledge or experiences you feel would be helpful.
