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Suicide Discussion

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I am probably unemployable now
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6
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823
needthebus
needthebus
longlifetolive
Is anyone exited to ctb?
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24
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707
grapevoid
grapevoid
DexterMorgan
Help Best rope possible? (Partial)
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2
Views
369
longlifetolive
longlifetolive
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Method are these meds good to ctb
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4
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515
Kbeau
K
W
Final SN question
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6
Views
1K
Saponification
Saponification
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How to ctb in your sleep, inert gas with benzos, for those with minimal technical skills
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1
Views
465
Jadeith
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Anonymousa
Venting It feels worse that I am back to being in less denial about wanting a relationship
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16
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1K
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
CravingPeace
Discussion What is stopping you from CTB today?
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64
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3K
IsThisEverything
IsThisEverything
Pulling a Sangwoo
What was the most traumatic event in your life?
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31
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2K
vagabond_concerto
vagabond_concerto
S
I fucking hate myself
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5
Views
338
Terribledays
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citruslynx
Venting I'm borderline invisible.
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8
Views
772
graysme
graysme
2
Venting nobody really understands
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8
Views
922
relapse
relapse
CravingPeace
Discussion Do I ever want to get better?
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5
Views
516
CravingPeace
CravingPeace
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Venting I don't want to get better. Ever.
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5
Views
360
mysticatedwine
mysticatedwine
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Help When you will CTB, how do you announce the police, who do you call, what do you do, so your body doesn't rot but you also don't get rescued (SN)
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6
Views
652
Thomas599
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d-tea
Venting Anyone else always being ignored in group discussions?
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3
Views
944
Marbas
Marbas
Anonymousa
Venting I don't understand how people are supposed to live for themselves
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11
Views
1K
56842
56842
moonflow3r
SSRIs fucked me up
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11
Views
752
Marbas
Marbas
T
Venting The pressure to succeed (in the eyes of society) is immense
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18
Views
1K
tpboy
tpboy
Boots2Scoots
They call it Sunday Funday
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4
Views
567
Boots2Scoots
Boots2Scoots
inthebay
has anyone else committed a crime?
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54
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3K
ventingfrustrations
ventingfrustrations
rotciv
Method nitazenes?
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50
Views
5K
heyismeman
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A
I can only observe
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0
Views
283
Aplev
A
BlueButterfly111
Venting Being a young widow is the worst, to me!
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3
Views
697
zentiiicharcoal
zentiiicharcoal
S
Help I have just paid for my order of Sodium Nitrite online and I am feeling strong feelings of guilt...
Replies
4
Views
777
bobblong
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returntostardust
Venting Numbness and feeling surreal
Replies
8
Views
687
Forveleth
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M
How painful is a Sodium Nitrite overdose
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96
Views
38K
Amarajoy
Amarajoy
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Story My plan
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3
Views
513
Oneiron
O
avoid
Venting Yesterday night
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1
Views
635
OhWellDerp321
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S
Recent members experience with SN low dosage.
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12
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
emptymiku
haaahh i miss them so much i want to die
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10
Views
861
zentiiicharcoal
zentiiicharcoal
S
  • Question
How to search topics and message members - sorry if this is redundant
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5
Views
657
zentiiicharcoal
zentiiicharcoal
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SN is here.
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16
Views
809
waterrrrrrrrrbottel
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H
Story People are literally paid to harass me daily
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34
Views
3K
IsThisTheEnd?
IsThisTheEnd?
C
Story I wasnt meant to.be here today. Prevented from ctb, and in despair
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9
Views
869
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
2
the myth of satisfaction
Replies
4
Views
538
23421
2
H
My mom asked me to wait to ctb until after she dies
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7
Views
745
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SchrodingerIsDed
Story sn ctb'd
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35
Views
3K
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Gl1tch3d G1rl
KillingPain267
Venting To the suicidal, often family and psychiatrists act as prison guards guarding our way out
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3
Views
447
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
melancholymoonjuice
  • Question
Non overly obvious ways to self harm?
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3
Views
604
dead dav
dead dav
4Kumo7
Help Wanting to harm myself
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12
Views
640
4Kumo7
4Kumo7
HereWeGo!
Venting Didn't have the guts to CTB
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10
Views
1K
BreakBone2BreakBond
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Chanting dread
Story Money and looks mean nothing :(
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20
Views
2K
PI3.14
PI3.14
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SN peaceful ?
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3
Views
468
Rymrgand
Rymrgand
S
PPEH
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7
Views
815
illbedamned
I
Saponification
Discussion What's your experience with therapy?
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32
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2K
bananaolympus
bananaolympus
2
Venting warmth
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0
Views
463
23421
2
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Opioid OD on a hotel bathtub method?
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3
Views
473
bipolar22
bipolar22
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ctb in sydney
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9
Views
2K
Throsby_Geneva
Throsby_Geneva
honkpilleddoomer
How to break brainstem?
Replies
1
Views
291
ThatGuyOverThere
ThatGuyOverThere
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