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Giobberg1

New Member
Aug 29, 2025
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Hi Guys, this is my first post, I have been following the forum for years, And it has been very useful And helpful.
My method of choice is SN. I have been able to get SN (in continental europe from where I come from it is not to difficult to get it).
I have Minias with me (a benzodiazepine, specifically named lormetazepam).
It's a very potent benzo used for insomnia. I have it in drops. Its effects kicks in 15-30 min.
One 25 g bottle corresponds to the total amount of oxazepam recommended in the PPH.
I was thus thinking of drinking it all 10 minutes before SN, given its rapid onset of action. It should be like crushing a full pocket of oxazepam in water.
I Don't intend to catch the bus very soon but knowing that I have everything in place for a valid method reassure me a lot And helps me to go on.
I'm just worried about the effects on breathing, since even a high dose of benzodiazepines can have respiratory-depressant effects.
It's not entirely clear from some posts what one actually experiences after taking SN in terms of breathing, but that's how it is.
The other effects instead seem fully tolerable to me (whether it's headache, stomach pain, nausea, vomiting, etc.).
 
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unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,175
Hi, welcome to the forum.
This question bothers me a lot too. In the PPeH, they say benzos must be taken just after drinking it. It sounds like being a non sense but crushed pills kin water are more effective than just swallowing it. But the main question is: how long does it take for crushed pills to work ? I have sleeping pills too (and valium). Other threads talk about it, but it's really frustrating not knowing
 
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citrix_s

Member
Sep 21, 2025
31
Hi Guys, this is my first post, I have been following the forum for years, And it has been very useful And helpful.
My method of choice is SN. I have been able to get SN (in continental europe from where I come from it is not to difficult to get it).
I have Minias with me (a benzodiazepine, specifically named lormetazepam).
It's a very potent benzo used for insomnia. I have it in drops. Its effects kicks in 15-30 min.
One 25 g bottle corresponds to the total amount of oxazepam recommended in the PPH.
I was thus thinking of drinking it all 10 minutes before SN, given its rapid onset of action. It should be like crushing a full pocket of oxazepam in water.
I Don't intend to catch the bus very soon but knowing that I have everything in place for a valid method reassure me a lot And helps me to go on.
I'm just worried about the effects on breathing, since even a high dose of benzodiazepines can have respiratory-depressant effects.
It's not entirely clear from some posts what one actually experiences after taking SN in terms of breathing, but that's how it is.
The other effects instead seem fully tolerable to me (whether it's headache, stomach pain, nausea, vomiting, etc.).
My experience with SN was that I felt very weak, I was very cold, I had no trouble breathing but I did breathe less air than normal, the worst of all was that they found me and saved me... it seemed like a very peaceful and painless death.

This year I'm planning my third and final attempt and it will be with SN and benzo.
 
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