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Theforeverblind

Theforeverblind

(She/He/They) The void will claim us all
May 4, 2023
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I just want everything to stop already in so exhausted I thought things were getting better but the second I try to do anything to continue my life I can't handle it in do pathetic this course is only 3 months long and I'm not even a month in and I wanna kill myself already what the fuck is wrong with me I can't do anything without becoming suicidal can't go to school cnat work a job it all just makes me wanna die
 
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58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
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yeah everything in society seems to be designed to cause this constant misery and the normies love it
fuck people
 
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EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
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Could be burnout? What may help... is organising time, allocating a little time to just relax, etc.

Coz if one doesn't spend enough time relaxing, the effects of the day don't reduce as much.
 
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Theforeverblind

(She/He/They) The void will claim us all
May 4, 2023
255
its not burnout i barely even need to study or work to be successful and i still feel so suicidal when i have anything i need to do
i dont even have the energy to do things i enjoy since i started this course i hate being alive so much
 
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EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
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its not burnout i barely even need to study or work to be successful and i still feel so suicidal when i have anything i need to do
i dont even have the energy to do things i enjoy since i started this course i hate being alive so much
ah, so the course reduces ur energy đź«‚, not sure if reduced sleep is an added concern too.

I have had courses that sap my energy, tho somehow, the course I am in, and will be resuming in a few weeks, doesn't sap my energy as much. Hopefully things somehow improve, not sure what tips to suggest coz there are many variables. (besides stuff like planning, getting sleep in, Pomodoro technique for balancing time, etc)
 

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