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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Don't know where to hang myself
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6
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FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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N in the future
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4
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641
Peter Skellern
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restlesseyes
Venting SN
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3
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694
restlesseyes
restlesseyes
GuppyBoyo
Discussion How do your spiritual beliefs relate to your desire to CTB ?
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2
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352
Michelstaedter
Michelstaedter
Hagi_Im
Venting Why do i always cry alone
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2
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824
twilightSparriw
twilightSparriw
Boots2Scoots
Unforgivable
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6
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671
pyranha
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I
Opioids for Method
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6
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631
Peter Skellern
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twilightSparriw
Ways to persuade myself into CTB
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8
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639
rs929
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wuaroi
Help Carotid arteries won’t work…?
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10
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1K
Oneiron
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R
Ramblings
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0
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251
Rose Mine
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lillmonix3
Governments
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2
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282
Rymrgand
Rymrgand
bumbalumba200
last fuck you
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3
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545
altkey
altkey
Jisatsu
Discussion Hopefully this is a true goodbye thread
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12
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935
SVEN
SVEN
qualityOV3Rquantity
My stomach hurts so much, I hate being alive
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5
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597
deadbidaylight
deadbidaylight
Falling_apart
Venting Life is so fucking long.
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8
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493
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
livingonlytodie
Flying away forever.
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2
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415
MrBrownUpsideD
MrBrownUpsideD
Afterglow
What to do to pass the time until the day I CTB?
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8
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541
ventingfrustrations
ventingfrustrations
painter-of-sorts
Discussion I would like to leave some art behind, can you help me?
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4
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629
twilightSparriw
twilightSparriw
kinoki
Venting Tired
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2
Views
385
ThatGuyOverThere
ThatGuyOverThere
J
Help Can someone help me source some SN for the UK. Please help. Also industrial SN vs food grade?
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3
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364
Ollyha1925
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N
Is anyone else permanently traumatized from being put into psychiatric wards and have that as the reason they got pushed to ctb?
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13
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738
Thomas Rekowicz
Thomas Rekowicz
hellworldprincess
Help How can I get antiemetics?
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6
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788
Jadeith
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imsotired35
Fiction books centred around suicide or self harm?
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11
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646
RinneOfAragon
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X
everywhere i look, someone is trying to downplay the effectivity of certain methods to "save" people
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22
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2K
Athina_99
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Darkover
Venting I hate waking up to this suffering every morning
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0
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414
Darkover
Darkover
bloomingdahlia_
Help dph and hanging
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0
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356
bloomingdahlia_
bloomingdahlia_
Geodude77
Venting Communication feels more and more pointless
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1
Views
407
notreallybored
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snooperdooper
Multiple posts about lost DMC package
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2
Views
374
grapevoid
grapevoid
maplebar
Method Belt method?
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2
Views
677
glitterycheese
glitterycheese
Wanted Opioid
Just realized that I've been a ghost my whole life.
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11
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1K
Wanted Opioid
Wanted Opioid
shadowsandink
Just want to vent
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9
Views
709
shadowsandink
shadowsandink
hi-okbye
Resource Knots megathread - a guide
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12
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6K
chunkercat_
chunkercat_
naut
Venting Failed partial suspension
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4
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921
paramorelover1022
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3FailedAttemptss
Venting My dad said he’d CTB and torture me in hell if I CTB within the next year??!
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13
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874
TheSeeker
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Crematoryy
It's useless to live without love
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7
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582
chunkercat_
chunkercat_
003
Method I Attempted to Hang Myself
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2
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1K
TheSeeker
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B
how to deal with fear of hell?
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27
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1K
TheSeeker
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HenryHenriksen_6E
Feeling mild unease at where I'll ctb
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5
Views
436
finnago
finnago
I
Looking for a Substance
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2
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351
IDestroyedKvatch
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CravingPeace
Venting Having previously succeeded in life, makes my current state just that more unbearable.
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12
Views
849
escape_from_hell
escape_from_hell
F
Venting Extreme crippling anxiety, can never ace an interview and will never have a stable career and want to end myself
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3
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513
needthebus
needthebus
genesisofpasaqalia
and yet again it comes back
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0
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197
genesisofpasaqalia
genesisofpasaqalia
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Where to have fentanyl OD that isnt at home?
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0
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224
heyismeman
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ScaredGirl
Help Goodbye everyone! I love you all so much <3
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48
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6K
Yonlux
Yonlux
Darkover
Venting I hate the saying "it's the best you have ever had it"
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0
Views
511
Darkover
Darkover
opheliaoveragain
Venting lower and lower
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12
Views
858
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
eternaldeath
Venting just a shitty vent like usual
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3
Views
589
nom nom
nom nom
B
before I ctb, should I get myself checked in a psych ward without saying my planned method of suicide?
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4
Views
389
Haematemesis
Haematemesis
U
Padding the rope
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2
Views
855
deadbidaylight
deadbidaylight
roku6
Goodbye
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29
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31K
Paraskas
Paraskas
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