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Suicide Discussion

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tooStupidForExitBag
Discussion Does ctb really have to be your last option?
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22
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2K
Harleyyy
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Story My life brought me here
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4
Views
690
Living_Hurts_so_Much
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SipSop
Venting Bad parenting lead to awful life
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2
Views
593
SipSop
SipSop
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Making it look like a covid death?
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21
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2K
tiredxillenial
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I don't know why I survived
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4
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1K
Fingir ser feliz
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scubaguy
Man Who Was Battling With 'Last Song Syndrome' Leapt To His Death
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16
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2K
idek0306
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Tigeress Lost
Help Please help me guys
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6
Views
879
Tigeress Lost
Tigeress Lost
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Method Powder, or Crystal SN?
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2
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1K
falloutcarter13
falloutcarter13
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Help Need to know if this is the right kind of antacid please
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6
Views
950
Tigeress Lost
Tigeress Lost
Saint-mal
Venting Ctb has be post poned
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6
Views
699
falloutcarter13
falloutcarter13
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Parking at Beachy Head closed
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5
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1K
Toobrokentofix
Toobrokentofix
Saint-mal
Story Clingy cat
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14
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1K
Tigeress Lost
Tigeress Lost
Painless_end
The difficulty of being me
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2
Views
573
Wisdom3_1-9
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Cherrypea
Life as a mum
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1
Views
943
Lady black
Lady black
M
Help Quetiapine for SN
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1
Views
513
autumnal
autumnal
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Peace Pill Handbook
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1
Views
867
Susan Caswell
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so tired or manic
ordered sn
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16
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1K
Sensei
Sensei
Life_and_Death
Venting Shaving and hallucinations
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0
Views
724
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
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"When you want something the universe conspires in helping you find it"
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33
Views
2K
KiraLittleOwl
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Rue89
I'm sorry. I owe an explanation.
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19
Views
1K
Greenberg
Greenberg
C
Psychiatric drugs
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2
Views
602
so tired or manic
so tired or manic
Painless_end
How is your appetite ?
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22
Views
916
Marktheghost
Marktheghost
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Help Fentanyl or nicotine or sodium fluoride or sodium nitrite?
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1
Views
941
autumnal
autumnal
Justaroguegear
Cost of suicide
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11
Views
2K
so tired or manic
so tired or manic
Y
Method Anyone prepping for SN method. 6 hour approval anti-ametic online prescription UK
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2
Views
637
youngalaska
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illbeinthegarage
Venting sorry lil vent here :')
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10
Views
1K
Wisdom3_1-9
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Folie
I'm sick of suffering... I just took a bunch of pills.
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5
Views
1K
Folie
Folie
Breadbfra
Venting My girlfriend brought to see her mother who died by hanging two years ago
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8
Views
1K
Breadbfra
Breadbfra
Mustkeyknow
What if it doesn’t lift?
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2
Views
914
Done at Fifty
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falloutcarter13
Venting The moment of truth before the moment of truth
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32
Views
2K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
anonymousapple
Discussion If nothing changes, I'm planning on CTBing this sunday and leaving behind a video when I do it, does anyone want to see it and maybe help spread it?
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20
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
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Method Nembutal
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2
Views
812
Apv12345
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falloutcarter13
Story Practicing for being dead
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4
Views
770
falloutcarter13
falloutcarter13
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Antipsychotics overdose
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3
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
A
Help Alguém do Brasil
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1
Views
708
Sugar_Cookie21
Sugar_Cookie21
Saint-mal
Method Partial with vacuum cord?
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2
Views
800
Saint-mal
Saint-mal
Meditation guide
Why is survival instinct so strong when we want to ctb so much?
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15
Views
2K
Living_Hurts_so_Much
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R
Venting Being an "good actor" is tiring.
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3
Views
592
Living_Hurts_so_Much
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G
Hanging
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2
Views
537
gamaliel
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Life_and_Death
Discussion suicidal friends
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8
Views
628
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
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Help i do not know what to do :(
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0
Views
781
heartbreaksilence
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iDieUDie80
Help A successful full suspension
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11
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2K
dman12009
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Reals801
Help Full Suspension...
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10
Views
2K
falloutcarter13
falloutcarter13
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Discussion What does passing out feel like? (Hanging)
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19
Views
3K
Deleted member 19654
Deleted member 19654
Black Rose Bunny
Do you plan on leaving a suicide note?
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53
Views
2K
so tired or manic
so tired or manic
kane
Discussion How Do You Know If Your Reasons For Waiting Are Good?
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27
Views
1K
kane
kane
Predestinated
a few questions about hanging
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9
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1K
mopeyD
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JustAnotherSuicider
Venting SN vs Hanging
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13
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2K
Isadeth
Isadeth
enjolras
Resource ProtonMail GUIDE (yes, the need objectively exists)
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10
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3K
Viro_Major
Viro_Major
Ixtlilton
Help How to do a cry for help?
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19
Views
1K
Ixtlilton
Ixtlilton
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