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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Alain
Is there really no human way to ctb?
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20
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2K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
LivedAndNotLoved
Venting Obsession
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2
Views
573
faust
faust
BPDbitch
Discussion Do you want a funeral?
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60
Views
4K
Aman Sharma
Aman Sharma
LuzurPhagget
Discussion Anybody here "relapse?" Seen the glorious light!...and then come back over to the comfortable darkness?
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12
Views
1K
LuzurPhagget
LuzurPhagget
T
Anyone else finds difficulties for workirng and/or studying while having ctb thoughts?
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13
Views
959
faust
faust
Crows
Got a shot of Risperdal today
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9
Views
906
Crows
Crows
K
There has to be something after
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77
Views
5K
ExitStageLeft
ExitStageLeft
A
Jumping 25 feet whilst on MDMA
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5
Views
889
RedDEE
RedDEE
R
Discussion Would you trust anyone helping you CTB?
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27
Views
2K
Living sucks
L
K
My Heaven
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2
Views
874
Blutsager
B
T
Discussion Does anyone else get scared of dying when you're going to sleep?
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40
Views
2K
Polly
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R
Story how i got to this point
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11
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1K
littlemisssunshine
littlemisssunshine
Arvinneedstodie
Does anyone else struggle with health problems that doctors can't diagnose?
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57
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3K
Arvinneedstodie
Arvinneedstodie
TAW122
Response to "but you can't 100% guarantee it won't EVER get better" (and similar responses)
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17
Views
1K
TAW122
TAW122
V
Help Full suspension stairway
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2
Views
788
Lady black
Lady black
Aleksandra
Venting it’s one of those nights.
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4
Views
720
Rockman
Rockman
itsamadworld
Story What is the point of life?
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8
Views
1K
Kumachan
K
TAW122
Venting The UW (University of Waterloo) campus police trying to bait student into a psych hold
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8
Views
1K
zherhk
zherhk
W
Can't even get close with partial suspension hanging...
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3
Views
978
gabe
G
TAW122
In response to "suicide is irrational/never rational" as well as what 'rational' means
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17
Views
1K
zherhk
zherhk
V
Help Full suspension hanging
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0
Views
655
Vienrose
V
LonelyHopelessDude
Method Is doing Seppuku a good choice ?
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44
Views
3K
Kumachan
K
Timetoleave
Hanging
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18
Views
2K
Walilamdzi
W
Painless_end
Anyone know any Indian users of this site who have confirmed CTB
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6
Views
1K
Darkhaven
Darkhaven
E
Discussion Why do so many people kill themselves over a broken heart?
Replies
76
Views
4K
Aman Sharma
Aman Sharma
autumnal
Help Has my previously strong SN now degraded?
Replies
26
Views
3K
jgm63
J
J
SN tonight :(
Replies
51
Views
6K
BabyYoda
BabyYoda
T
Discussion Utilizing several methods to ensure ctb?
Replies
4
Views
700
jgm63
J
watereyes
Method Hanging (full suspension) with Type E (French) extension cord
Replies
0
Views
795
watereyes
watereyes
Hollow Point
I finally hit my breaking point
Replies
24
Views
2K
Brink
Brink
Trainwreck
Morphine Ativan dosage
Replies
6
Views
1K
Trainwreck
Trainwreck
F
Venting "You're so young, you've got your whole life ahead of you!"
Replies
81
Views
5K
Notabadguy
Notabadguy
T
Always being ignored
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16
Views
2K
Otter
O
S
Looking for people to talk about how much this site has helped them
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14
Views
2K
SanJunipero1
S
akrasia
is it possible that a book can make you depressed?
Replies
2
Views
593
RedDEE
RedDEE
R
Discussion Is suicide justified?
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45
Views
4K
Starseedchip
Starseedchip
T
Questions regarding hanging
Replies
3
Views
950
theguineapigking
theguineapigking
Darkdreamer001
Discussion Anyone kind of Hoping to get the Coronavirus to ctb?
Replies
98
Views
7K
Buffy5120
B
hybridtheory
Venting covid
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7
Views
809
the box is empty
the box is empty
R
Being here is comforting, just knowing this forum exists.
Replies
5
Views
657
rebelsue
R
rat.girl
Blue flecks in SN?
Replies
19
Views
1K
jgm63
J
sadbunny
Venting trying to ignore reality
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1
Views
568
Blutsager
B
R
Drinking and thinking
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2
Views
976
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
U
Survived, but this time it will be final
Replies
27
Views
4K
Beside You In Time.
B
krematoriumas
best way to end it?
Replies
6
Views
2K
RedDEE
RedDEE
moonsafari
Venting What is Something That Would Make You Reconsider Suicide for a Short Moment?
Replies
35
Views
3K
faust
faust
R
Discussion Regret
Replies
10
Views
1K
revolucion
R
Blueberry Jelly
Relief Check?
Replies
3
Views
591
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
itsbigbraintime
Venting I don't understand it anymore...
Replies
0
Views
468
itsbigbraintime
itsbigbraintime
M
Afraid to actually kill myself (as a concept), not afraid to act on impulse at a time I know I may, given all other options at having a happy life nil
Replies
2
Views
957
muffin222
muffin222
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