A suicide convention for all member of SS..

[Ghost2211]

I was thinking if we all chipped in for a diving mask and a tank of gas we could sit round in a circle and play pass the nitrogen. When the music stops...

Suicide party games. Love it lol

 

[marcusuk63]

Suicide party games. Love it lol

Pass the parcel .... bomb

 

[Blueman]

that would solve my CTB I would die of freezing!

That could be very interesting, but unrealistic too I think. Police will just wait a the meet point to arrest every one and send us to psychward.
Maybe not in the country where event happen, but with photo or other media identify peoples to wait them to return to their original country, then... catch them all.

Ha ha the UK has made a complete mess of people returning with coronavirus, we couldn't cope with sorting out the suicidal:)

 

[Ghost2211]

N jenga, who will last the longest.

Try not to laugh with SN shots.

 

[Sinkinshyp]

RoseyBird are you talking SN jello shots? yummy

 

[marcusuk63]

SS badges/buttons should be available so we can wear them and other members would know we are in this "secret " society

 

[grungeCat]

Nah I'm too weird for such gatherings. I can't communicate with another human plus I would ruin everything with my awkwardness

 

[GoneGoneGone]

I was thinking if we all chipped in for a diving mask and a tank of gas we could sit round in a circle and play pass the nitrogen. When the music stops...

We really need a giggle emoji!!

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

SS badges/buttons should be available so we can wear them and other members would know we are in this "secret " society

You are funny!

 

[Jellyfish42]

Im loving these party game ideas

 

[StateOfMind]

If any of us are still around we should have it next year on World Suicide Awareness day, could be a good argument with the authorities to let it go ahead on that day.

I suppose Netherlands Belgium or Switzerland would be good options.

I'd choose Belgium myself

I like your thinking.
"No problems only solutions"

 

[marcusuk63]

Nah I'm too weird for such gatherings. I can't communicate with another human plus I would ruin everything with my awkwardness

Ditto , i usually pretend i'm going somewhere else at christmas as i get invited to mum and dads , brothers and ex`s lol , so turn down all the invites , i had pizza and fries last year lol

If any of us are still around we should have it next year on World Suicide Awareness day, could be a good argument with the authorities to let it go ahead on that day.

I suppose Netherlands Belgium or Switzerland would be good options.

I'd choose Belgium myself

SPLDM.......... Suicidal People's Lives Don't Matter

 

[ghostspace]

I would bake lots of cupcakes and things. Maybe if people wanted, some could be poisoned. Cupcake Russian Roulette.

Seriously, though, I think a convention would make me less suicidal because this site makes me less suicidal by having people who understand how I feel. I expect seeing faces for those usernames would make it so much more real for me and I wouldn't want to go so badly.

 

[marcusuk63]

I would bake lots of cupcakes and things. Maybe if people wanted, some could be poisoned. Cupcake Russian Roulette.

Seriously, though, I think a convention would make me less suicidal because this site makes me less suicidal by having people who understand how I feel. I expect seeing faces for those usernames would make it so much more real for me and I wouldn't want to go so badly.

Would there be a clue on the cakes ?

 

[TheQ22]

Well I did suggest a while ago that those of us in the UK should meet up for a big BBQ and camping session, lots of BBqs going, a big tent, loads of drink and drugs, and then we all go to sleep in the tent with the charcoal.

Now that would be a suicide pact - 10 to 20 people all in one sitting.

 

[ghostspace]

Would there be a clue on the cakes ?

Some would have light pink frosting with sprinkles and would NOT have poison for those who want a non-lethal treat. Then there would be another section with little danger sign cookies on top which would be guaranteed death cupcakes.

For the people who like risks and surprises, there would be another separate section of sprinkled cupcakes with question mark cookies on top. Those would be mystery wild cards and might kill you but also might just have recreational drugs or no special ingredients inside.

Oh, and maybe some that have every allergen possible for people who wanna take that bus. They would include the top 10 most common allergens.

 

[marcusuk63]

Well I did suggest a while ago that those of us in the UK should meet up for a big BBQ and camping session, lots of BBqs going, a big tent, loads of drink and drugs, and then we all go to sleep in the tent with the charcoal.

Now that would be a suicide pact - 10 to 20 people all in one sitting.

Have a backup generator too

 

[Blueman]

Well I did suggest a while ago that those of us in the UK should meet up for a big BBQ and camping session, lots of BBqs going, a big tent, loads of drink and drugs, and then we all go to sleep in the tent with the charcoal.

Now that would be a suicide pact - 10 to 20 people all in one sitting.

Ah yes I remember that thread was very new on here then didn't get involved.
Sounds good I'm not in a local lockdown yet

 

[ghostspace]

Well I did suggest a while ago that those of us in the UK should meet up for a big BBQ and camping session, lots of BBqs going, a big tent, loads of drink and drugs, and then we all go to sleep in the tent with the charcoal.

Now that would be a suicide pact - 10 to 20 people all in one sitting.

Aww this made me nostalgic for 'big rainbow parachute' day in elementary school gym class. Everyone would hold the sides and then duck underneath it so it filled with air and ballooned into a tent!

 

[sufferingalways]

I've said it before and I'll say it again- the level of compassion genuine kindness here. If we were all on an island together there would be so many hugs and others there for us we would be happy! We are a group of broken people but a kind word from another broken person does make us feel... accepted.

Count me in I'll have to sell some body part to afford it thought.


@SlowMo I love those ride ideas to bad there is no laugh emoji

Hi, agree, they sound funny and it's a shame the emojies from our phones etc don't show up, or the laugh with tears one would be good.


The compassion here is amazing and I have never found so many others just willing to listen without judgement. Ps the petitions to shut us down, have you seen the claims they make? Without evidence to back those allegations they are committing libel.

 

[StateOfMind]

That could be very interesting, but unrealistic too I think. Police will just wait a the meet point to arrest every one and send us to psychward.
Maybe not in the country where event happen, but with photo or other media identify peoples to wait them to return to their original country, then... catch them all.

So meet somewhere where to the right to assembly is upheld.
Where masks, preferably the anonymous one.

 

[TheQ22]

Ah yes I remember that thread was very new on here then didn't get involved.
Sounds good I'm not in a local lockdown yet

I think it's a great idea, because even if someone is a dick, there's plenty of other people there so hopefully their effect will be diluted, plus there's safety in numbers, plus if someone decides it's not the time they don't have to turn up, which I suppose is a big problem with 2 partners, and also it would be great fun!

Go out in style with a great vibe with like minded people who all understand each other, rather than skulking around by ourselves.

Could even have a SN tent, a CO tent, a vegetarian (I don't think vegetarianism is lethal, but it might be windy) tent lol.

I don't know why, it just really appeals to me.

 

[StateOfMind]

that would be like a collective suic?

I'm open for ideas lol

 

[Lilacmoon]

I wish it were possible, but covid makes it hard. Nice to dream and imagine though, a ctb party would be a nice way to go.

 

[StateOfMind]

Nah I'm too weird for such gatherings. I can't communicate with another human plus I would ruin everything with my awkwardness

I'm sure there will be substances that would help to alleviate that problem ;)

 

[Sinkinshyp]

Hi, agree, they sound funny and it's a shame the emojies from our phones etc don't show up, or the laugh with tears one would be good.


The compassion here is amazing and I have never found so many others just willing to listen without judgement. Ps the petitions to shut us down, have you seen the claims they make? Without evidence to back those allegations they are committing libel.

I'm not talking about us meeting for a cult like trip out of here. It's that we would offer eachother so much support and compassion we would feel... welcome, we fit in somewhere, we are cared about. Even those of us with social anxieties standing around the outside someone would come up and start a conversation and we would feel... welcomed. I had to put that up it's not directly a reply to you. As you also see the same value I do in meeting and the compassion of many members here.

I'm here because well I was born into hell my 1st 18-20 yrs were hell. At 20 I had my son and found love and happiness in a way I never ever thought I would find. He died in a car accident 3yrs ago next month he was 25 and would be 28 now. I died when the officer came to my home and said he died in a car accident on his way to work. I never did view his body after the accident. He went from county medical examiner to the funeral home where he was cremated. I could not see my son damaged, I wanted my memory to be that morning when he was leaving for work- I said have a good day buddy I love you - I love you to ma and out the door he went. To see my beautiful boy damaged I think would have caused me more damage than his death already has. It would have been something I couldn't unsee and the funeral home agreed. I wanted to go to him and hold his hand. To talk to him, bring him a blanket I said he's cold. The funeral director I think knew in his state-the very large deep cuts and my mental state it was something I wouldn't handle. He said tell me what you want to say to him and on my way home I drive my the crematorium. I will hold his hand for you and tell him what you want to say.. I hope he did.

I bring him up because I can relate on the loss of a child and how devastating it truly is. "Ps the petitions to shut us down, have you seen the claims they make? Without evidence to back those allegations they are committing libel." Some names have been thrown around the forum and some websites. Yes, curiosity got me and I have looked. I can relate on the destruction left behind when our children go before us. I wish those parents could look at more threads and see that some have been here 2 years- that peer to peer is helping them. We have no where else safe to discuss how we feel and others have a genuine understanding. The level of compassion found here isn't easily found in real life. I said it a couple of times, look at the member count obviously everyone is not here to ctb. Others having gone through the same experiences posting advice of understanding and suggesting ways to try to see some hope are more common than hey just jump into the path of a train. This isn't a suicide cult as we have been described as. It is people from all over, every circumstance, without an ability to find people in life that understand us. Here we find people who care can relate to us and understand us. A certain name mentioned Shawn Shatto - this young lady was determined. If she hadn't found information here she would have tried something and been a vegetable. Another thing, normal people look at us like we are aliens. If they have never felt crippling depression they can't understand what someone else is going through. They have no clue what it's like being so sad you don't shower, you don't find love or understanding in people in our lives.

I personally want to thank the creators of this forum. I don't know what made me go from lurker to member. I am glad I have though so I can comment, participate and be here for anyone who needs me while I am here. My plan is to CTB October 13th the day my son died 12 hours from his death time. I have been told I have helped a couple of people. If I am of value to help I may stick around a little longer. The hell I went through if it can help others than there was a reason for it.

 

[JSRF]

We could gather around at some meadow wearing black robes and torches with cut open muppets in the middle of our ring so people think we are some kind of crazy cult.

 

[nitroautnz]

I really enjoyed reading everyone post, thank for brightening my mood today

 

[sufferingalways]

I'm not talking about us meeting for a cult like trip out of here. It's that we would offer eachother so much support and compassion we would feel... welcome, we fit in somewhere, we are cared about. Even those of us with social anxieties standing around the outside someone would come up and start a conversation and we would feel... welcomed. I had to put that up it's not directly a reply to you. As you also see the same value I do in meeting and the compassion of many members here.

I'm here because well I was born into hell my 1st 18-20 yrs were hell. At 20 I had my son and found love and happiness in a way I never ever thought I would find. He died in a car accident 3yrs ago next month he was 25 and would be 28 now. I died when the officer came to my home and said he died in a car accident on his way to work. I never did view his body after the accident. He went from county medical examiner to the funeral home where he was cremated. I could not see my son damaged, I wanted my memory to be that morning when he was leaving for work- I said have a good day buddy I love you - I love you to ma and out the door he went. To see my beautiful boy damaged I think would have caused me more damage than his death already has. It would have been something I couldn't unsee and the funeral home agreed. I wanted to go to him and hold his hand. To talk to him, bring him a blanket I said he's cold. The funeral director I think knew in his state-the very large deep cuts and my mental state it was something I wouldn't handle. He said tell me what you want to say to him and on my way home I drive my the crematorium. I will hold his hand for you and tell him what you want to say.. I hope he did.

I bring him up because I can relate on the loss of a child and how devastating it truly is. "Ps the petitions to shut us down, have you seen the claims they make? Without evidence to back those allegations they are committing libel." Some names have been thrown around the forum and some websites. Yes, curiosity got me and I have looked. I can relate on the destruction left behind when our children go before us. I wish those parents could look at more threads and see that some have been here 2 years- that peer to peer is helping them. We have no where else safe to discuss how we feel and others have a genuine understanding. The level of compassion found here isn't easily found in real life. I said it a couple of times, look at the member count obviously everyone is not here to ctb. Others having gone through the same experiences posting advice of understanding and suggesting ways to try to see some hope are more common than hey just jump into the path of a train. This isn't a suicide cult as we have been described as. It is people from all over, every circumstance, without an ability to find people in life that understand us. Here we find people who care can relate to us and understand us. A certain name mentioned Shawn Shatto - this young lady was determined. If she hadn't found information here she would have tried something and been a vegetable. Another thing, normal people look at us like we are aliens. If they have never felt crippling depression they can't understand what someone else is going through. They have no clue what it's like being so sad you don't shower, you don't find love or understanding in people in our lives.

I personally want to thank the creators of this forum. I don't know what made me go from lurker to member. I am glad I have though so I can comment, participate and be here for anyone who needs me while I am here. My plan is to CTB October 13th the day my son died 12 hours from his death time. I have been told I have helped a couple of people. If I am of value to help I may stick around a little longer. The hell I went through if it can help others than there was a reason for it.

I agree its all one sided they haven't taken time to read threads of compassion and see what support is gained here.

So sorry for your pain. ((sending Hugs))

 

[Stick]

Guys guys, we don't need to worry about COVID here it's just another means to die!
In all real was I love this idea in theory. Maybe we could hide it's true nature, or we could host it somewhere no one would notice it.

We could gather around at some meadow wearing black robes and torches with cut open muppets in the middle of our ring so people think we are some kind of crazy cult.

yessss plus the SS badges. everyone would stay away from us
Though, I'm not sure how many members would stay alive long enough to attend...