
idontevenknowanymore
Member
- May 2, 2020
- 51
It's weird, I've been mentally ill for almost 7 years now, I was 14/15 when it all started but I honestly cannot remember who I was before. I hear stories but I can in no way imagine how I could ever be healthy and excited for life again. I'm too used to faking happiness, I don't know what real happiness is anymore.