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Arlowantsushi

Arlowantsushi

Trying my best
Feb 4, 2026
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i come from a long line of mental illness. like everyone in my family is mentally ill

but for some reason when it comes to my mental illness/side effects of my mental illness (which are different than theirs) they are not understanding and get so frustrated with me. it makes me feel like im the worst person ever. like im dramatic and just need to get over it.

they dont understand how it is in my head. why its so hard for me to do things sometimes.

like if i could be different and normal trust me i would.

im so tired of it all. im tired of feeling like no one understands me or is even willing to try and understand me.

i wish i was different
 
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