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Suicide Discussion

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Baguette
Hello
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592
Baguette
Baguette
Frt
Discussion Failed suicide
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13
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2K
death unto me
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mrbrooks
Anyone know where I could ctb without my family knowing?
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4
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667
ebt88
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nigelhernandez
Anderson Cooper brother suicide
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6
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899
Secrets1
Secrets1
TheRaul95
Maybe soon CTB
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33
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2K
TheRaul95
TheRaul95
Nobodysfault
Discussion Who tried hanging? Share your experience
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28
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3K
Notwinnernotawin
Notwinnernotawin
Close_to_freedom
Anyone else not want to die but have to because your health problems are too debilitating?
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29
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2K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
Close_to_freedom
Anyone else have nightmares about their impending suicide?
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12
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918
rhiino
rhiino
sourcreamonion
Discussion Worst experiences with therapists?
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9
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672
rhiino
rhiino
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Venting how to take xanax properly ?
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4
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614
Aap
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C
How do you prepare mentally for CTB?
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13
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2K
Borabora
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Tiktok
attempting ctb tonight
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26
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2K
Brokenwithbpd
B
ZardozOmega
Help Being a fat fuck and choosing SN
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16
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1K
ZardozOmega
ZardozOmega
Close_to_freedom
Anyone else feeling motivation to ctb because of the heat?
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14
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710
Raminiki
Raminiki
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Help Losing my ability to think and feel alive bit by bit
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3
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594
aliaslena
A
trouble
Venting Getting suicidal over smaller things
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9
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1K
KibblesNBits
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mx5nb3
Help SN Fasting
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6
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790
Bct
Bct
BitterlyAlive
Yesterday was a really bad day, and I started writing my suicide note
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9
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1K
KUA
KUA
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How can you access dark web?
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6
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1K
Saed
Saed
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OD - yes I know it's unreliable but...
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29
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1K
FriendofDeath
FriendofDeath
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Man survives jump into Nevada Hoover Dam which has lots of water below
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17
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2K
FriendofDeath
FriendofDeath
Close_to_freedom
Hopelessly mentally ill
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2
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446
Bct
Bct
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Method Possible drug interactions (oxy, SN, benzos)
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8
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1K
Deleted member 14386
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M
Easiest OTC method?
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11
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2K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
aedric_artifact
My First Attempt
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3
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686
AnxietyAttack44
A
pentobarbitaldreams
(SN) How do dopamine blockers prevent you from vomiting
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3
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735
autumnal
autumnal
S
Relationship with Mother Pushing Me to the Brink
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4
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636
K-O
K-O
KiraComplex
Discussion therapists now basically saying “that sucks”?
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13
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804
KiraComplex
KiraComplex
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Should you take others into consideration
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17
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852
MaisieWilliamsLover
MaisieWilliamsLover
SuicidalSymphonies
Feel like a prick for not telling my friends
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4
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546
SuicidalSymphonies
SuicidalSymphonies
Kaiten Ryu
Looking for reasons to live.
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6
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590
laiduponit
laiduponit
Squiddy
Discussion Does anyone else want to ctb because they've been bullied?
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28
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1K
Suez
Suez
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Venting Crying
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10
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757
Toptock
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WarRunner
Being broke and lazy trying to commit suicide
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3
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706
faust
faust
A
Have you ever found out what your ex is doing, and its made you want to CTB so much more?
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2
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547
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
U
Finding Peace
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1
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562
AnxietyAttack44
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M
Discussion Bouncing between feeling suicidal and slight hope
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32
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2K
Deleted member 19276
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F
Discussion Diet?
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4
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1K
ERASED
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Maddox67
Discussion Suicidal ideation
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3
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522
Luchs
Luchs
KiraComplex
Venting verbal abuse by brothers
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12
Views
872
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
gerot
Is somebody having the new PPH June 2020?
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1
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630
disabledlife
disabledlife
St. Jimmy
Exit Bag Failure
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16
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2K
TastySorrow
TastySorrow
C
Discussion Hanging
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20
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2K
Deleted member 19276
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Z
Discussion How do you overcome the fear of "nothingness" when we die?
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75
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7K
AbsoluteNothingness
AbsoluteNothingness
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Methanol
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14
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2K
Aap
A
Ilpiccoloskywalker
F* Self Preserving Istincts
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2
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991
suffering
suffering
K
Anyone Find Distractions No Longer Help?
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15
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1K
AnxietyAttack44
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sourcreamonion
Discussion Paranoid that everyone knows you attempted to CTB or self-harm?
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6
Views
588
AnxietyAttack44
A
Painless_end
Discussion Is death predestined or not
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9
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922
AnxietyAttack44
A
Mayerling86
Fentanyl, N or SN
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10
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1K
Mayerling86
Mayerling86
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