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Suicide Discussion

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minkymomo
Venting BPD has ruined every aspect of my life.
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9
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1K
signifying nothing
signifying nothing
T
What happens after?
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9
Views
1K
MariV
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Kogoruhn
Discussion Where are you going to ctb?
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85
Views
5K
Lifeless mindset
Lifeless mindset
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suicidal
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5
Views
676
depressivegothwhore
D
A
I have bpd and all I want is someone I can't get
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5
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1K
mahakaliSS_MahaDurga
mahakaliSS_MahaDurga
Eila7
Story I have BPD and I can't deal with this anymore
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10
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1K
mahakaliSS_MahaDurga
mahakaliSS_MahaDurga
SpinningSong
  • Poll
Discussion Shallow Water Blackout
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8
Views
808
InterstateFlowers
InterstateFlowers
LonelyNick
Venting Hoping I'm dying
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6
Views
811
LonelyNick
LonelyNick
virtualgf
Help whats the least painful way to ctb?
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6
Views
775
virtualgf
virtualgf
laura fines
donation
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44
Views
2K
yetme
yetme
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Bit of an update: Told my dad about my depression
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7
Views
649
Deleted member 23009
Deleted member 23009
MiseryLovesMyCompany
Discussion Ghosts or similiar entities?
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32
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2K
Sinkinshyp
Sinkinshyp
D
Discussion Opiates (and benzos) during SN
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5
Views
1K
Deleted member 14386
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Life_and_Death
Help SN
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8
Views
802
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
raindrops
Venting I'm too scared to stop thinking about ctb.
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1
Views
504
whywere
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xLosthopex
Weird question(eating disorder related)
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0
Views
617
xLosthopex
xLosthopex
C
Method Just ordered SN
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7
Views
752
MiseryLovesMyCompany
MiseryLovesMyCompany
FrankieVallie
The time has come for me to go, I'll be using SN as my primary method. Hopefully this is farewell.
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34
Views
3K
Ulisses
U
Wishfulthought
Method Zolpidem & Alcohol?
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8
Views
1K
dysfunctional
dysfunctional
Mendmywings7
Best way to hang yourself?
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10
Views
2K
Worndown
Worndown
Dizzy_Dreams
Consciousness?
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13
Views
1K
EssenceFocus
EssenceFocus
S
Bird killed itself (just now)
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21
Views
1K
HadEnough1974
H
bov
etiquette question
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9
Views
684
bov
bov
StateOfMind
Life is good..
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6
Views
933
Symbiote
S
L
Venting pissed
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5
Views
564
woxihuanni
woxihuanni
Chiara
Heroin overdose
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9
Views
2K
Mendmywings7
Mendmywings7
BipolarGuy
Music party
Replies
5
Views
681
BipolarGuy
BipolarGuy
calino2212
Received my SN today on same day I was diagnosed with Covid
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11
Views
1K
Shiv15
Shiv15
N
Help Question about drowning
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9
Views
1K
SpinningSong
SpinningSong
S
Method Overdose Morphini sulfas
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1
Views
636
suicide hype_
S
VolatilePotato
I'm scared but gonna try
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13
Views
2K
SpinningSong
SpinningSong
anonbpdgirl
Help I need help picking my suicide method.
Replies
5
Views
892
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
N
Best way to ingest the pills?
Replies
1
Views
587
k75
k75
Painless_end
Sorry for being born
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3
Views
883
k75
k75
T
What kind of antiemetics can I get in Canada for SN?
Replies
4
Views
531
Throwaway8675309
T
Stepheng7287
Method Which bottle of inert gas should I buy from this list?
Replies
31
Views
3K
Greenberg
Greenberg
C
What do I do
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0
Views
402
Carly97
C
D
Ciao bella, lollipops!
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16
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1K
AJ95
AJ95
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Sodium Azide Ready to Go
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22
Views
2K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
greyback330
Discussion how do you feel about your ctb religiously ?
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6
Views
721
greyback330
greyback330
K
Suicidal with no support
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28
Views
1K
dropdeadfred
dropdeadfred
C
Discussion Does the SN method make you feel like you’re suffocating?
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11
Views
2K
ZardozOmega
ZardozOmega
Dizzy_Dreams
I wish we could just know..
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2
Views
545
muffin222
muffin222
Deleted member 15256
Tossed my SN
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8
Views
1K
muffin222
muffin222
Stepheng7287
Don't know what Nitrogen regulator I need. Just wasted €300.
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31
Views
5K
SpanishLullaby
S
Dizzy_Dreams
Sodium Nitrite advice?
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1
Views
1K
TheSomebody
TheSomebody
greyback330
Story Failed with carbon monoxide
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10
Views
2K
greyback330
greyback330
Joey
Venting Never Found It
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10
Views
1K
Gnip
Gnip
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Hi
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3
Views
908
WaitingWesting
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ARW3N
Discussion Unconvinced
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4
Views
509
deletedaccount30982
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