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Suicide Discussion

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MelancholicMercury
These medications - actually lethal (I'm clueless)?
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7
Views
881
TBONTB
T
snowlance
Venting Preparing for death
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7
Views
1K
User111885
U
traumatologia
I don't want my body to look too awful when I'm dead
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2
Views
327
User111885
U
RexieCrys
Venting I want to start over
Replies
3
Views
456
hippiedeath
hippiedeath
Fate7
Discussion What is the worst feeling in the world?
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38
Views
2K
Elsie
Elsie
shampoo sniffer
I tried taking a break from the internet for a few days, still feel like crap
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2
Views
338
Elsie
Elsie
Elsie
Venting Nervous
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0
Views
191
Elsie
Elsie
C
Between today and tomorrow I will do my CTB
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1
Views
326
404BrainNotFound
404BrainNotFound
H
I'm going to be delaying my CTB date again.
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2
Views
323
HereUntilApril
H
FireFox
Living with severe depression and anxiety is like living with a monster
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8
Views
639
MyShadow
MyShadow
shadowsandink
  • Question
Still here. Maybe you are too.
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11
Views
609
INYGTRMTFMO
INYGTRMTFMO
tears and vomit
Help How Do You Cope Until CTB?
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11
Views
1K
boxofdollpartz
boxofdollpartz
MyShadow
Venting When the "You can tell me anything" person lies to you
Replies
12
Views
845
cemeteryismyhome
cemeteryismyhome
D
  • Question
Discussion Do you think your loved ones would be able to cope with the grief?
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24
Views
809
Lyn
Lyn
SomewhatLoved
I hate the "as long as you're alive" mentality
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4
Views
471
xanthe
xanthe
FuneralCry
Never understanding those who insist there is hope in existing.
Replies
2
Views
431
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
TAW122
[Article] If ‘X’ had given up and CTB’d, then ‘X’ would have missed out on (insert thing)!
Replies
20
Views
1K
Unsure and Useless
Unsure and Useless
S
It seems like every SN death that is successful involves Meto Or am I wrong?
Replies
0
Views
190
searchingforpeace
S
hmnow
  • Poll
What do you want in a partner?
Replies
0
Views
174
hmnow
hmnow
badatparties
PPeh videos
Replies
4
Views
1K
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
nembutalkisses
Venting No way out..
Replies
13
Views
1K
DirtCommie
DirtCommie
K
much harder to CTB if you dont have money
Replies
9
Views
890
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
cinnamonsticks
Help SN and Mirtazapine
Replies
3
Views
465
cinnamonsticks
cinnamonsticks
A
Venting No more fight in me
Replies
8
Views
670
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
U
Venting Im so privileged yet i hate everything
Replies
6
Views
615
still_afraid
S
D
Method CTB Budget $50,000
Replies
78
Views
7K
still_afraid
S
isaac clarke
How can I induce psychosis?
Replies
1
Views
481
hoe_for_woe
hoe_for_woe
fungus
Venting The urge to crash out
Replies
3
Views
637
fungus
fungus
holyhorse
Help In a hopeless situation (university application)
Replies
5
Views
734
bpdwriter
bpdwriter
E
I’m trying to hold on
Replies
1
Views
340
Ezpz0109
E
GoSan1
Venting My father is a criminal, a cheater, and I hate the blood that flows in me.
Replies
2
Views
515
GoSan1
GoSan1
Wrath
Story Analysis Paralysis
Replies
1
Views
384
MyShadow
MyShadow
3FailedAttemptss
Method A losers lazy SN protocol
Replies
7
Views
2K
3FailedAttemptss
3FailedAttemptss
M
Where to buy nitazene?
Replies
11
Views
1K
LastNite
LastNite
renold
where to aim?
Replies
1
Views
310
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
M
Venting Im going to kill myself using ligature strangulation
Replies
12
Views
960
RadioGaga
R
Corovaner
Esomeprazole
Replies
0
Views
219
Corovaner
Corovaner
MyDeath88
Discussion What is the worst thing you've done (confession thread?)
Replies
33
Views
3K
isaac clarke
isaac clarke
plzoffme
Venting I'm so fucking done....
Replies
4
Views
566
MyShadow
MyShadow
FigEnjoyer
SN is a lot of tasks/patience, you must be motivated a lot
Replies
13
Views
1K
Zardoz
Zardoz
angelinx
  • Question
Venting Does anyone believe that suicide is ever justified?
Replies
41
Views
4K
Xeno12481632
Xeno12481632
C
  • Question
Venting Don't yall want someone to know about your suffering before committing??
Replies
36
Views
3K
Xeno12481632
Xeno12481632
unleashedman
Method Carbon monoxide
Replies
14
Views
2K
strawberry931
S
hippiedeath
Demonic entities in my life
Replies
13
Views
528
plzoffme
plzoffme
unluckysadness
God gave me life... now he can take it back
Replies
0
Views
219
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
shediedatsea
my amazing otc sn protocol
Replies
4
Views
764
plzoffme
plzoffme
Liebestod
Venting Nobody can convince me it’s not beautiful
Replies
8
Views
504
UglyLife82
UglyLife82
heisenberg
is it wrong to let my ex know i ctb
Replies
11
Views
1K
heisenberg
heisenberg
fkyou
Discussion Those who ctb impulsively as a reaction to anger don't they have strong SI like us?how?
Replies
3
Views
510
dontwakemeup
D
fkyou
Help I couldn't ctb today .help
Replies
4
Views
523
fkyou
fkyou
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