Why are you still alive?No way an incitement to suicide 🙏

[Concorde]

Mostly 2.
And depending on the day a bit of 4.

Also 8:

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For the entirety of my adulthood, I have had a dog on my wishlist. But since this year, Jesus Christ:

1. I refuse to endure the loss of a pet again
2. I need fewer excuses to stay on this harmful planet

 

[Lady_V]

1 & 6 I guess.
All the methods I wanted to use can physically hurt others, and also failing (again) is scary.

 

[Defenestration]

Je dois finaliser le plan de ma méthode de suicide.

Me too its hard

 

[jamesies]

because the guilt is all consuming. i dont want anyone in my life to think it was their fault or to be destroyed over me. i cant morally justify it

 

[somethingisntreal]

1,2 and 4. I'd go with FSH but I dont have a good anchor point. Also I'm thinking about sticking until early feb because things have been relatively good for me. (Way better than they were when I first joined sasu)

 

[instormdrains]

2 3 4 5

8 I love God and he doesn't find glory in suicide

 

[Carryline]

1,3, maybe 6 as well but mostly because non of the methods what i tried worked.. hopefully I can get SN that i havent tried yet

 

[QuincyME]

Why are you still alive?

1) No peaceful and painless enough method to go through with it
2) Guilt towards loved ones/family and no desire to abandon them
3) Survival instinct blocking the process even if the method is ready
4) My situation isn't so bad, I'm waiting to see, I want to enjoy certain things
5) Fear of the unknown and of death if I die 6) Fear of failing and ending up severely disabled
7) already been there ans it leaves me with a horrible memory

8) Other reasons

You can choose several

This is in no way an incitement to suicide!!! I'm just asking

3 for sure. I've got a perfectly serviceable firearm loaded and ready to go. No matter how hard I try, I can't pull the trigger.

 

[shampoo sniffer]

I don't have a suitable method.

And there's a tiny piece of me that doesn't want to give up yet. Because maybe things can change.

 

[ThisGameIsOverrated]

mix of 1 and 2 since I literally can't CTB as I have no method that's even reliable let alone peaceful/painless and I don't want my little brother to deal with the pain of grief until he finishes his teen years so he can get to enjoy them stress free. Also how would one even be able to relate to 7?

 

[pokerrkitty]

Mix of 1, 2, and 6.

I don't have a big enough gun or high enough jump nearby for me to be sure enough. I know I would be hurting a lot of people, and I don't want to burden them with my care if I mess up.

 

[SoulCage]

2.
Better if I die by natural causes.
CAn only CTB when they leave me, because I am unable to support myself and I don't want to exist while suffering.

 

[ef99]

2 and 4. I feel I'd be throwing my opportunity for life away and leave my family with a wound that would never fully heal. I just have to keep holdibng onto hope that something good will finally happen to me. I just have to keep hoping.

 

[Cauliflour]

 

[sabresfan]

numbers 2-5

 

[impossible_victory]

Because it is not my time. My time is probably in 2027 or late 2026

 

[ih34rty0u]

2, 3 and 6
if it comes to 5 im not afraid of being dead (death itself), but i fear going through the process of dying.
also i don't have the means to get meto right now.
im scared that if i fail by throwing up sn, they will find out i wanted to ctb and get me locked up in a mental hospital.

 

[happy2die]

8) - Waiting until I get into an extremely emotional state that way SI can be overcome easily.

literally was gonna say 3 until I saw this

 

[Defenestration]

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2) only here because i know it would destroy my mum, dad and brother...i actually don't have a great relationship with any if them and have lived out of the country for my own mental health for many years but it would still destroy them. Supposed "friends" and more distant family would be ok, its only those three close family that are preventing me from being able to kill myself

And me my mother has alzheimer.she lives with my father. They live 800 m around me but i help my mother...
And i see my parents ALL days. I eat with them. I am in fusion with them. And i love my sister( other city) that i see very often.
My parents and my sister have need of me...
Very gulty

 

[Xi-Xi]

All except 6 honestly

 

[Trakehner]

1 and a bit of 6

 

[WallTermite]

My situation isn't toooo bad right now. But it will happen.

 

[AR02]

It's so hard to get a gun.

 

[ScaredtoTry]

2 and 4

It would destroy my parents but at the same time atleast they would be around for my funeral (not that it matters)

I also have 2 cats that I don't have the courage to abandon yet.
Maybe I'm waiting for something to force my hand when it comes to ctb

 

[jakelonely]

1) No peaceful and painless enough method to go through with it
2) Guilt towards loved ones/family and no desire to abandon them

1 and 2

 

[Defenestration]

I hate 2

 

[Higurashi415]

as pathetic as that may sound, my girlfriend.
she's 90% of the reason I'm still here. I don't want to traumatize her (and I'm sure I would if I CTB) in any shape or form. she's a good girl, she's a lovely person and she's working so hard to make things work and i'm very sad at the thought that if her life is going to be screwed up it'll in all likelihood be my fault. she picked the wrong person

 

[apooka]

mainly 6 but a bit of 4. the thought of trying to ctb and becoming severely disabled is so scary. i'd be as depressed as i already am but worse + i would feel like a burden. and then depending on how bad it is, you can't even try again :(

 

[Defenestration]

Aussi pathétique que cela puisse paraître, ma copine.
Elle est responsable à 90 % de ma présence ici. Je ne veux pas la traumatiser (et je suis sûr que je le ferais si je la quittais) de quelque manière que ce soit. C'est une bonne fille, une personne adorable, et elle travaille si dur pour que les choses s'arrangent. Je suis très triste à l'idée que si sa vie devait être gâchée, ce serait très probablement de ma faute. Elle a choisi la mauvaise personne.

Not pathetic ,me for m'y Mum....and when m'y husband was not dead it was for him

 

[Higurashi415]

Not pathetic ,me for m'y Mum....and when m'y husband was not dead it was for him

it's too much pressure for her and I think it's kind of immoral for that reason. it feels unfair towards her, you know? which is why I'm careful to never tell her, I don't want her to think that she can't leave or I'll kill myself. therapists also usually think it's not right to want to improve for someone other than yourself... fuck them