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Suicide Discussion

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Qbert
Discussion Oversleeping
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26
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1K
alown
alown
A
I'll CTB tonight, if circumstances allow
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6
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886
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Help Does anyone has too much SN and can sell it to me?
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2
Views
631
S7W5115A9H0
S
J
Is this website a scam?
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10
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2K
Jumper Geo
Jumper Geo
S
My SN order arrived
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14
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2K
Sullun
S
Busticket
The reason I will never have children
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18
Views
791
alwaysSuffering
alwaysSuffering
D
Venting Why Can't We?
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4
Views
553
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Pretty Dull
Venting dream of an eternal sleep (stream of consciousness poem/diary entry)
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2
Views
532
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EmbraceOfTheVoid
Story Suicide note to my therapist and pro-lifers
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125
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16K
nightnightnitrite
nightnightnitrite
Painless_end
Venting Curse of life
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4
Views
489
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
mimiopo22
rational suicides
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68
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5K
nolifer
N
Celerity
Nothing Is Going Well for Me, Moving the Date Up
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17
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1K
boc
B
ixkitty
SN Failed attempt October 2019
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13
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2K
xBrialesana
xBrialesana
happylilsht
Life is awful
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5
Views
595
Journeytoletgo
J
Totally_nothin
First suicide thought
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22
Views
944
pixie
pixie
Versailles
Venting CTB tonight, I can't believe this was over so fast
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10
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1K
Versailles
Versailles
sudohope
Story Good to Bad - story of my life
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2
Views
753
sunburst
sunburst
R
Sn prep. How many days to reserve hotel for
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6
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807
LifeQuitter2018
LifeQuitter2018
Catlovergirl
Real live suicides to watch (I'm not sure in which section to post)
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15
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2K
Squalo
Squalo
RealLostSoul
Carbon monoxide vs SN
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2
Views
794
deepinlimbo
deepinlimbo
Wrennie
Can I pay a chemist to synthesize Seconal for me?
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66
Views
4K
suicidesheep31
suicidesheep31
Mooshi
Venting Despise leaving the house
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11
Views
836
down for the count
D
PlushieLover
Venting Embrace love (Poem about suicide and self-acceptance)
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0
Views
335
PlushieLover
PlushieLover
Xerneas
Those who have SN in your hands…
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26
Views
1K
DasEnde
D
Dizzy_Dreams
N from A
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15
Views
2K
Wrennie
Wrennie
antinatalist
  • Question
Buying SN in UK
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0
Views
385
antinatalist
antinatalist
L
I just ordered some SN
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14
Views
633
Lolkillme
L
N
Please can anyone verify if potential sources found are genuine?
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5
Views
1K
NO-HOPE
N
NormaJeane
What will you do the last day of you life?
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23
Views
1K
Celerity
Celerity
Healing
Does taking SN with water alone enough
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1
Views
621
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
O
  • Poll
Love or CTB?
Replies
22
Views
762
Hurt
H
S
So i want to ctb but i got covid...
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8
Views
919
alown
alown
GarageKarate07
The people you leave behind are effected/affected?
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22
Views
1K
loopylou
L
Darkhaven
Discussion Coroner reports all over the internet???
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20
Views
2K
LastFlowers
LastFlowers
Largeletters
Venting Why can't I get the courage to do it?
Replies
17
Views
1K
Largeletters
Largeletters
Birthinjune
Drastic/desperate/novel attempts at recovery?
Replies
9
Views
606
Rockman
Rockman
Life_and_Death
Venting Does it ever get better?
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3
Views
604
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
natali4
Venting I want to CTB but also feel pathetic and confused
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4
Views
641
natali4
natali4
whitefeather
  • Question
D sent ordering detail / N . Are moneygram & customs OK ?
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1
Views
483
checkouttime
C
F
N Questions
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3
Views
1K
checkouttime
C
J
Venting CTB for stomach pain
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12
Views
794
Pookie
Pookie
L
Help My reasons to CTB ... Money
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12
Views
1K
Tired of existing
T
ClownMe
Discussion anybody binge eat due to extreme boredom?
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14
Views
1K
listeningpost1379
listeningpost1379
E
I hate myself for wanting to ctb, I feel like a weak and bad person. Does anyone have similar feelings
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4
Views
699
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
SN water testing
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6
Views
854
0siris
0siris
M
I want my suicide method to make a point against climate change, and I want to be seen as a martyr. What method would be best to get my point across?
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29
Views
1K
LaDagabba
L
xrafinha
Discussion If you are sure to CTB, should you break your bonds first?
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6
Views
550
The Lonely
The Lonely
H
Dying is so hard
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9
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Help with purchase of SN
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1
Views
666
natali4
natali4
whitefeather
This website is worldwide family of 17,000 !
Replies
16
Views
667
NormaJeane
NormaJeane
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